-/Dreams are hard to catch

change of link.

2007-09-02T21:21:00.001+08:00

hello peeps!
I've changed to Livejournal.

HERE.

stop bloging

2007-08-29T12:29:00.000+08:00

i have decided to stop blogging until i do something my pathetic blog.
Till then, happy hoildays!

one more paper to go.

2007-08-27T11:41:00.000+08:00

Let see, i am down with 2 papers, Operating System Management and Math 2.
Which means i got one more paper to go, INTERNET PROGRAMMING.
haha,i can't wait for that day to come! YES!

After 1 year or so, my orange slippers finally go against me. It broke SUDDENLY, and its really suddenly. I didn't jump or whatsoever, i was just sitting down doing my work when the strip just broke off. How great ! Gonna throw away that slippers and buying a new one.

And i finally got Heikal addicted to Sushi. Now he's willingly to accompany me to Sakae Sushi, for that i am happy and the first time he ate, i told him that WASABI is just like green chili just that its color is different. So he took one spoon of wasabi and put on top of his sushi and ate it. His expression was priceless. Sorry, no picture to show! haha.

Okay, August is coming to an end. That's good, i like it =) HOHOHO.

'Eileen=)

donuts.

2007-08-14T14:04:00.000+08:00

and so i tried the donuts. Not bad. Alright.
Some thing is wrong with my heart. No, not heart pain, heart ache. Is just something that is missing which i really don't know what the hell is it. The feeling is bad especially yesterday. Hah, it might be because of the 1st day of the 7th month. But hey i don't really believe in all those stuffs. So yeah.

The happiest thing that happened during weekend was that i bumped into VICTORIA and KWEKT at town. KwekT looks so sad and Vic told me that it is cos' of her hair. Heikal and i thought it was really nice and i was considering doing that hairstyle, Heikal agreed. Hmm... yes.

Another thing is that SOMEONE said that i am a boring person if i stay at home and reads storybook. Not as if i want to you know, ms Shida. uh huh?!

Okay Exam Break Now. Ya-Hoo.com.sg.
Oh ya, just to add on, some unknown people said that i am a racist.
I AM RACIST? omgosh, if i am racist, i wouldn't be with heikal. I wouldn't be friends with Michelle, Shida and blah blah... uh huh.

'Eileen=)

national day.

2007-08-09T13:02:00.000+08:00

Today is National Day! Happy happy Singapore!
Thank goodness this year National Day i can celebrate without studying or mugging for paper. Last year i spent it at home cos next day i got a paper. haha.

Oh and yesterday i watched Rush hour 3 with my heikal. Damn! Its a nice show. Worth watching! Chris tucker is a joker and i like it when he sings "Kung Fu fighting.." So peeps, go watch it!

And and and, what is so nice about the donuts? I want to know! People can actually queue for hours to buy donuts, they really got nothing else better to do eh! haha.

Alright gotta go! Cheers people!

'Eileen=)

Sad Saturday.

2007-08-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

right. so i stayed at home the whole day today. So homily, homily, homily.
Studied. Harry Potter. Studied. Harry Potter. KFC. TV.
Wow, what a Saturday. And i was alone at home the whole day, so happy!

Finally i handed up all my damn projects, and cleared 2 CT. 2 more CT coming next week.
And and and, i watched L word yesterday. haha. So lesbian, but well, i used to support lesbianism but now.. i don't think so. CHEERS for me =)

Few hours ago, i was angry. Few hours later, i was not.uh huh?

.....

Boot's finally graduating! Happy for her.

16 years of Friendship. Loves.

My darlings! Celebrated Boot's birthday at Swenson's!
I bet she love those presents that we gave her!
Like hello, Guess wallet eh! Who the hell won't like it right?
HAHA.

Shida thinks the telephone is cool. uh huh.

When you have nothing to do during JAVA lab.
And Shida loves taking my hp and take pictures of herself.

Hola !

PS:I LOVE YOU.

'Eileen=)

Missing you.

2007-07-28T21:59:00.001+08:00

He's finally back! Like today! I've been counting down, and yes, its finally over. Luckily i got loads of projects to tide me down to prevent myself from being love sick. hahahaha.

Okay i thought all my projects can be handed up Yesterday! But apparently, i only hand up 1 project out of 3 projects? I really don't know what to say. And yesterday, i left school at 10.40pm! OMG, darn freaking late but at least i am 80% done with IP. Quite satisfied.

I am so lazy to update. Till then, CIAO!

'Eileen.

so stress over projects!

2007-07-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

A few weeks more to test.
A few weeks more to Exams.
A few days more to END of projects.
ALL WILL END IN A FEW WEEKS.
So exhausted.
Everytime i see my sister playing Sims, i will get so tempted.
Tempted to play! oh well, i didn't play in the end. Who ask me to be a good girl. haha. Self-praise. I shall wait till the day comes then.

And after 1 year and don't-know-how-many-months together, i JUST found out something about Heikal. HE KNOWS SIGN LANGUAGE!!! Can you imagine, only NOW then i know that he knows sign language. Wanted to teach him some signs, but it turns out to be him teaching me.
I love this kind of thing, its like a surprise. LOL. Then i taught him how to play MR ROGER RABBIT but he thought its ridiculous to play that in public. uh huh...

okay,i am tired.
THANKYOUBYEBYE!

'Eileen=)

i failed my BTT, all fated.

2007-07-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

Guess what, i haven't watch Harry Potter! Damn! When will i be able to watch? I am not sure too. Due to to the amount of workload, i doubt i can watch Harry Potter. Or maybe even Simpson. Damn Damn Damn. I need movies to make me happy and relax.

I can't wait for my term break because i wanna relax, and be free of projects.
And of course, to spend more time with my love. He has been hinting to me, so yah. Love, i got the hint.

This picture was like few weeks back.
And mad, nice holding ade?

This picture was taken in the lecture. I seriously think that lecture is of no use to us.
For the fact that we don't listen. Shida is forever playing diner dash, and me? Forever looking at her playing diner dash. So whose fault is it? SHIDA. Shida, you better read this. hahahaha.

Shida's creation.

And last of all, i wanna say,
BABY, YOU'RE THE BEST. THANKS FOR YOUR KIND UNDERSTANDING.
SEE YOU SOON.
HUGGSMUACKSLOVESHUGGSMUACKSLOVES.

'Eileen

missing you,yes i do.

2007-07-15T01:06:00.000+08:00

"Are you still crazy over me?"
"Are you sick of me?"
"Will you find other girl for company cos i can't accompany you?"
"Stupid fucker. Ask stupid questions."
"Wtf."

PS : Mad, this monday! LOL. All the best. See you in the room=)

'Eileen

projects and more.

2007-07-09T17:59:00.000+08:00

i am so tired nowadays. Everyday i would complain and nothing seems to interest me.
Weekends was alright.
On sat, went to kok kin's house cause his baby girl one month old.
Arrived there at 5 plus because Shida and i was lost. I mistook 310 as 301 and then happily went to blk 301, entered the lift, went to press level 15 instead 16 as there isn't any button for 16. I thought we need to climb the stairs after we reached level 15. Shida asked me to check the details again, and yes i was wrong. its BLK 310 ! Gosh, what a day! Went down, and ride off.
After 10 mins, we reached kok kin's house. Saw some of our classmates. Around 6-ish, all of us went off.
Meet My heikal for dinner.

Pictures :

A lot of toys. Lovin' it.

I was playing with this and i fell in love with it. haha

I am fading away. Yes, i am.

Lastly, the baby. Sweet. Sleeping.
And i can't carry a baby.

Sunday.
I was forced to clean the house by my sister NOT my mother. Cleaned my room, parents room, study room, living room, kitchen and one toilet. I was so damn tired that i didn't go town with heikal in the end. He met me at my house downstairs, played his FIFA game and off for dinner.

I told myself next time i won't stay at home on sunday cause i am scared later my sister ask me to clean the house again.

A MONTH MORE and i am free from projects. I need the determination and strength=)
Bless me.

OkayByebye.

'Eileen

my new baby - laptop

2007-07-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

i am so tied down with projects and more projects.
Thank goodness one project will be down tmr, and the other next week.
So i will be left with 2 more! yes!
I can't wait for all projects to end and enjoy my life.

and i can't wait to meet heikal this sunday after for so long.
Blame my projects but it will be over soon.

Anyhow, mich please come online soon cause you seem to be MIA.
Alright gonna get back to my work.
Take care and good night.

'Eileen=)

pictures!

2007-06-28T13:07:00.000+08:00

as i have promised, i will upload pictures. hahaha.

Sharon and Jiayi forever eating mahjong tiles. Wonder if they are humans.

Retards. Esp Jiayi.

Ade's second "wife". Perfect.

Scene 1 take 1.

Scene 2 take 1.

Scene 3 take 1

Jiayi.

Okay, i am surpose to be studying for my math. So yeah, i will start studying now. Like now...

Anyhow i wanna dedicate this song to all my beloved friends.
(Jiayi, Sharon, Shellen, Weiwei, Ade, Mad, J.LERS, Nic, Tanya, Sharifah, Mel C, Vic, Kwek and many many more...)
and Someone-whom-i-never-talk-for-months.
Please do listen.

OkayStudyNow.

'Eileen=)

mad's weird look.

2007-06-22T11:58:00.000+08:00

haha, isn't mad's face so nice? Sorry mad! You see, i was looking thru my album and i came across this picture. It looks so cute that i decided to post it online. hahaha. Sorry mad, i know you still love me.

And so, caught Surf's up last night and it was pretty good. Cody Cody Cody. Nice name. CODY! haha. Now i am waiting for Transformer and The Simpsons Movie. LOL. Good movies eh? Oh ya and Harry Potter.

Alright gonna get back to my work now. And i need to save money from now on. Love and i decided to go on a trip next year. Confirm. We have been waiting for a year.
haha, good now my wish is coming true. I hope.
Oh ya, a note to you, Mr. Heikal.
Thanks =) *all mushi mushi stuffs censored* HAHAHA.

ByeForNow.

'Eileen=)

Have a good day.

2007-06-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

and so, met up with my babes on friday. Babes which i am referring to are Jiayi, Sharon, Shellen, Ade, Mad and Weiwei. Mad is a pretty good host because she let us play mahjong, cards and whatever that entertain us. Oh ya most of all, mad and weiwei prepares the food. haha. I can't step into the kitchen because i will make things worst.
Oh ya, never let jiayi and me be in the kitchen. We are just so hopeless. Right, Jiayi?
And please send me pictures so i can upload here. lol.

Yesterday had a celebration. One word to describe, fun. Had dirty dancing. LOL.
Send me pictures Sharifah, okay?

Alright so next week is my COMMON TESTS. All the best to Shida and me. We have not started studying so that explains why i am so free last week. hahaha. Okay maybe i just don't have the mood to study. Oh wells, thanks david and lizhi for their offers. Appreciated.
Okay, better get some work done.

And my love is getting mad soon. His body is getting bigger and his stomach is becoming smaller. He makes me feel so fat. Just makes me feel like working out BUT i am getting lazier. LOL. Oh ya, the best is that he is on diet. SIGH. how i wish i can do it. Today i say i will go on diet, but tmr i will pretend that i never said that. And then i will munch on chocolates, after munching i will say to myself, Tmr then will go on diet but tmr will never happen.

How time flies. Its coming to the end of June.
OkayByeBye.

'Eileen=)

Famous Last words.

2007-06-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

My Favourite Song =)
Most of the days while waiting for michelle to come back from tsunami store, i will listen to this song until michelle can't be bothered with me anymore.
hahaha.

IS A MUST TO LISTEN!. hahaa

shocked.

2007-06-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

I am shocked and surprised.

On 10th of June, if you read the Newpaper, there was an article on drink drive accident along the TPE and it killed someone... So yeah..

After i read, i was thinking why is this driver so damn damn damn familiar but i just couldn't figure it out who was it. And then today NEWPAPER, the article was talking about the drink drive Driver will be sent to jail and blah blah blah...

And so i decided to tell heikal for don't know what reason..
"Eh i think i know this driver but i don't remember where i met him."
"Yah, he's the car dealer that we had spoken to."
I was like OH-MY-GRACIOUS holy cow.
I know it's nothing big but still, he's like one of our dealer that we've met.
But yeah, serve him right. HAHAHA.

This week, i saw 4 accidents. How lucky right?
Anyhow,
Shida and i saw this sign on someone's car,
"Don't drink and drive,
Just Follow The Law."(you know the local movie?)

Seriously we should all just FOLLOW THE LAW.
=)

To my dear Heikal,
Stop assuming that you are smart okay?
Thanks.

'Eileen

my life.

2007-06-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

So yeah.
I was thinking about certain stuffs.
And talked about it with my bitching partner, Mich.
Both of us are forever gossiping and bitching. Noo, now lesser of bitching.
haha. She told me a lot of STUFFS. Hmm, how i wish i also got stories to tell you BUT my life is so mundane.
Oh yah, please REMEMBER our sakae sushi with Ruikun! okay? I've been waiting for 38746 years already. Thanks!

OH I HATE THE WHATEVER DRINK. I THINK I GOT SARSI! DAMN GROSS!
haha, then i didnt want to throw away so whoever walked pass me, i will say,
"Hey try this! Not bad know. Like pepsi." haha.
All of them answered, " EEWWW, like medicine."
Whatever!

Oh ya, My dear weiwei, its not that i dont choose to go watch movie with you guys BUT because i planned it one month ago with Heikal. So yah, dont make it sound as though i have ditch you guys already. You are one friend that i wouldn't wanna lose =)

I know i have neglected friends like Victoria, Rach, Jo, Lisa, Sam, Mad, Ade, Shellen, Sharon, Wei, Jiayi and blah blah blah. But hey we will meet up soon, promise. Just that All of our timetable clashes and weekends are usually for projects,work or out with bf/family, so i guess its the best we wait till holidays to come. haha, i am suddenly so thoughtful. Whoots!

OkayByeBye.

'Eileen=)

should i close my blog? Maybe not.

2007-05-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

alright this week was hectic. Busy with projects and tests.
Weekends are something that i really forward to.

Caught Pirates of the Carribean on thurs with adnan, von and heikal. Pirates of the Carribean is love. Nooo, rather Captain Jack is love. I love him like how i love my bed. Till now, my phone theme is still Captain Jack, for almost a year. See, how devoted i am. (Right heikal?) haha. Zewei thinks he is damn ugly which i totally dont think so.

Today mich was being a nice girl. She sent me off after work and it was much appreciated! =)
Cheers babe. And thou we didnt get to work together today, we still managed to have the same break and collecting of lifejackets. WTF! okay, whatever.

FINALLY, i am having heikal all by myself tmr.
Oh ya, i wanna try the WHATEVER and ANYTHING drink. Any one of you tried that?
oh yeah babe.

I guess this blog of mine is turning rusty. I'm just so lazy to update my blog, and whenever i wanna blog, my mind goes blank. Someone please slap me.
Harder please. Even harder better =)
hahaha. (mich, think you understand)

Oh ya, today when i reached home, i slept for 2 hours then when i woke up, my house was so dark and i was a lil scared. This is the first time that i actually felt this way.

Aiya, i cant wait for Aug and Nov to come.

Okay i am getting more and more random. Like who the hell cares right?

Thanks for kissing my pain away.
Happy one year love.
Muacks.

'Eileen

MELINDER IS OUT !

2007-05-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

Okay, i am damn sad, depressed and shocked because
MELINDER DOOLITTLE IS OUT!!!

I AM DAMN SAD,
i teared.
I love Melinder, and i was hoping that she would get in to Finals.
Sigh. WHY? WHY? WHY?
Can someone tell me why?

Every time when i watch AMI,
i'd wait for Melinder to sing, and when she starts singing, i will smile to myself and her voice is just so..... unbelievable? hmm, okay never mind.

Love you =(

'Eileen

projects =(

2007-05-16T15:43:00.000+08:00

hello!!
i am finally blogging, like FINALLY.
So what have i done?

Spiderman
LJS
PizzaHut ( with LIN babe and Baby Shida!)
Delifrance
Shopping (Clothes,Shoes...)
Haji Lane
A secret place
Work
And, i cant remember...

Talking about Work, Mich and i had a wonderful talk, and i miss her,
"Wahlau eh, talk to you can vomit sperm!"
hahaa,miss that sentence too!
Anyhow mich, take it easy and yes, let it flow.
Okay? Love ya so much =)

About School.
Projects, and more projects. God Bless Me.

Other than that, my life routine is still the same. Okay, maybe just that this month its a lil special. Of course, my one year anni.
CHEERS.

And recently, i had a BAD dream! i dreamt that heikal was a drug dealer and he kept giving me money because i helped him to pass those drugs to other people. I didnt know those was drugs because it was fully wrapped up. One day, i found out about those drugs however i didnt tell him for 8 months. Then suddenly,
i accidentally blurted it out to him and he immediately broke up with me and since then, he didnt contact me at all. He didnt call or message me for 3 days and i decided to go up to his house. This was our conversation,
-I bumped into him at the void deck-
"WHY DIDNT YOU CALL ME?"
"ASS OFF BITCH, I DONT NEED YOU HERE!"
"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?"
-Heikal grabbed my arm and pushed me against the wall, slapped me, punched me-
-and then he left-

I cried for a few days, and when i was in school, i just kept crying and crying.
And then,

i woke up.
Called Heikal and told him about the whole dream thing and i was soo scared.
The breaking up part seems so real, that i could actually feel the sadness in my heart.
Thank goodness it was all a dream! He's NOT a drug dealer. PHEW.

To all lovely friends,
Please meet up soon, okay? and take care.

'Eileen

2007-05-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Last night FINALLY we caught Spiderman 3 ! Its fantastic! Two thumbs up!
Love spider webs, i think its pretty cool. HAHA
Wild hogs also not that bad.

Anyway i wanna complain about my school, NYP!!!
2 days straight, i saw unclean stuffs on the floor!! First, its vomit then after that its siew mai!
Wtf!
And also, i was complaining to Shida and Zewei about the sanitary pad bin!
I mean if you know that the bin is ALREADY full, bloody hell dont squeeze it already la, Move your arse and go to the next toilet and throw it, is it so difficult? Or is it too embarrassing? Come on we are all girls, come mense then come la, not as if we will laugh or something!
It gets me annoyed and frustrated.

'Enuff about that, its pictures time =)

Do i look serious? I think i am. Yeah!

Can you guess what Shida's taking?
Monitor or keyboard?

Okay,i was just trying out my camera effects
and this is what it turns out.

Yeah!

Our one year Anniversary.

We had fun!
Thanks love for everything.

'Eileen

2 more days = 1 year

2007-04-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

hello!
Gonna have holidays till tuesday. So happy. Got a long weekend, but half of my holidays goes to work. No, i am not complaining about work =)
Mich and i had sakae today, and of course, gossips. Hot news !!
After which, work.

2 more days and its gonna be our one year. Oh boy, today i was thinking about how we knew each other and stuffs. So stupid! I still remember, the deck chairs, satay club, orchard road.. too much to say. AHH, and of course not forgetting our small lil fights.
Our very first date was at... I cant remember. HAHA.
I'm glad we've come this far, and thanks for tolerating me.
My temper is getting outta hand, i know.
Okay, i will continue on tues. (see how.)

haha, sometimes i really wish that i can express my love thru' dance or maybe, playing a song with guitar. Oh wells, wishful thinking.

'Eileen

FUN !

2007-04-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

HOLA,
i am back from my LALA land.
Weekends was FUN !
Even though i had work on Sunday, its still fun.
After work, Mich and i soaked ourselves at Tsunami.
We were gazing at stars ,moon and chit-chatting about "things".And i told Mich how you actually see a moon, hopefully she still can remember what i told her! This is my first time doing this at WORK after so long.
Then came Yazid and Wardi. Played water volleyball with them. Its fun playing with them, and they kept asking Mich to DIVE(with a funny look on her face, according to Wardi.) haha.
"MICH, DIVE !"
With much reluctance, mich did once or twice.
Oh i miss satay club. Nasi lemak is love. Right Michelle?
Hope your wrist is getting better =)

On Sunday, 1 incident happened to me.
(At work)
This transsexual person had a conversation with me. Here it goes,
"Excuse Me, is this ride scary?"
"No."
"OHH, will it flip? Because she's quite fat you know (pointing at her/his friend)"
(flips her hair back)
"No,it wont. Dont worry"
"You sure a not? Because i am scared my silicon will burst. Oh ya for your info, i had silicons implanted in my breast." (flips her hair back,again)

Like oh please, i can tell from your face and your voice ! you dont have to tell me.

So yeah it was back to School on tuesday. I am darn freaking tired and sleepy. That freaking Maths teacher is getting on my nerves! Her voice irritates me like mad! ARGHS. ANNOYING!!!
Okay 'Enuff about that.
Tmr i'm going for Chalet !!
And i didnt know Next week is labour day.
Okay that was so random, i know.

Anyhow, Today after school, Heikal and i went to ECP to eat.
OHH before that i went to OCBC bank to withdraw money and its my first time withdrawing 50 bucks(blue note! ), so i am gonna buy 4D. HAHAHA. yeah.
Heikal dont believe that it was my first time. WTH ! #@EW$%^F

ALRIGHT, I'M GOING BACK TO MY LALA LAND. ITS GONNA BE A LONG DAY TMR.
SEE YOU SOON, ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE IN TP + WEIWEI + SHARIFAH.
LOVES.

'Eileen

School started.

2007-04-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

The school has started and it was alright despite the fact that i have to wake up early for most of the days.
I hate JAVA. So damn annoying, oh wells, JAVA is gonna be with me for the rest of my years in POLY.

But, i am loving it because of my class and daily incidents with Ms. Shida.
Surely everyday we'll have some incidents that will make us go crazy.
HAHA.
Lin, WE MISS YOU DEARLY.PLEASE COME BACK AND PARTNER ME IN LAB.

And,
i seriously think that 2 of the teachers like to pick on me !!!
I was caught talking three times in a row. HMM, they are so freaking bias i tell you.
So many of my mates was talking and the teachers dont really care. Then when i talk, they wanna care huh?!?!
ASSHOLES ASSHOLES!
Oh and i bought a censored magazine. Its a sex educational magazine. Interesting stuffs, right shida?Learnt quite a few stuffs though. HAHA.
Dont mind trying out. KIDDING !!

Alright. 'Nuff about that.
Been watching movies lately with Heikal. And i'd recommend not to watch Sunshine. Its a lil dry and the ending was alright only.
Cant wait to see Him on Sunday! YAY !!
SO HAPPY! I'm a happy girl, but i will be happier if i have Godiva chocolates, again.
*hint hint* <- To heikal.

On the other hand,
havent been meeting up with Sharon weiwei and all. Missing damn so much =(
However,
This saturday we are gonna meet up!! YAHOO !! And Sharon, remember to bring my present okay? LOL.
And Mad, Cheers okay? I think i can understand how you feel right now. Call me if you wanna talk. Loves.

i love you, heikal.
You were there when i needed you most.
Though your words might be hurting, but
i know its for my own good.

God will guide him.

2007-04-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

For the past few days, it wasnt my best days nor happy days.
Expected it to happen but not that soon.
Seeing him on bed, suffering in pain because of all the needles poking thru, it really makes my heart aches.
Then came the news, he passed away.
Saw him for the last time.

Some things really puzzled me a lot, a lot.
Why do people feel remorseful when the person has already died?
Why do people blame themselves for not showing more love when the person was alive?
I mean its really pointless. He's already gone and theres nothing we humans can do.
I always believe that, we humans come to earth will surely go to heaven, someday.
Well, Good friday was the day that God took him away.

Yes, memories will definitely run thru' my mind.
All the good and bad times. He's one gentle, loving and faithful man, i must say. When he was alive, He never ever raise his voice at any of us and he always buy our favourite sweets when we come to visit him.
His gentle smile on his face, i will always remember.
He taught many of us what determination and perseverance are.

Well,
now what i can see is nothing but memories of him in my mind.
I know its an end for him in this earth, but its only a new beginning for him in heaven.

This man is none other than my grandfather.

Okay, dont feel like continuing before i start tearing.
Anyhow, thanks for all those messages, it kinda help me smile.

Weiwei, Jiayi and all.
Sylvia and all.
And many many more,
thanks =)

'Eileen

God.

2007-04-07T00:37:00.000+08:00

Last breathe.

Yes, he knows we love him but God loves him more than we do,
that is why he took him away from us.

Rest in peace.

TMNT !

2007-04-03T13:44:00.000+08:00

And so,
i watched TMNT yesterday. It was good !
Raphael, Donatello, Leonardo and Michelangelo.
They are loves =) HAHA.
Now, i am gonna watch pathfinder !
YAHOO !
And i love this song from the frogs ( Meet the Robinson ), haha.
Oh ya, did i tell you that i hate it when people talks OUT LOUD during movie.
How annoying can !
ARGHHSS.... STUPID BITCH, BASTARD, FUCKERS.
okay.. Chill Eileen.

Right now, i cant wait for PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 3 =)
Johnny Depp is so handsome ( ____ more handsome).
Till now, my handphone theme is still POTC.

BYE BYE.
And miss WEIWEI, study hard. Dont think too much about your bf eh ?!
Study hard and all the best =)

Pictures for this post =)

Oh boy, dont we all miss the chalet?

Madeline = Ma de xian = horse the line ( By Sharon )

Why mad and ade never sit together? Haha, i still remembered i said something wrong.
And,Can you spot nic?

Some candid shots before The birthday girl (Khai) arrives.

So Madeline, Weiwei and i took 30 mins to start fire, and you?
and now have you master the skill already?
Hope you did =)

Okay this is not a candid shot.
and i think Heikal looks sexy.

I bought a tub of ice-cream, and choco fudge.
YUMMY..
Love you, Mr. Heikal =)

'Eileen =)

Bye March

2007-03-29T13:05:00.000+08:00

Okay March is coming to an end already.
HAHA, thats darn fast.
We still got lots of plans to do, places to go/visit and of course, holidays.
Am waiting and is still waiting,Mr Heikal.
=)

Alright, Caught Bean Bean with Heikal.
CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME WHERES THE LAPTOP SCENE?
Apparently, they didnt show that =/
I miss Bean's bear. haha.
The movie was hliarious and a lil lame, i think.

I wanna watch, TMNT and pathfinder! And my wishlist for movies will be done.
OMG, did i tell you before that i love pirates?
I am still deciding if i should buy the pirates book, and it will cost me 32 bucks.
haha.
Its actually the history of pirates.
They are really COOL, i swear. I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.
I know if i were to tell heikal, he will say,
"Dont be stupid." Or maybe,
"Okay, buy."
HOW? HOW? HOW?
=(

Oh yeah, i cant wait for Pirates of the Carribean 3 ! YAHOO...IN MAY!!!

Okay, BYEBYE.
Love you, Heikal=)

'Eileen

hola

2007-03-25T01:07:00.000+08:00

Back from chalet,
And it was relatively nice.

Anyway, i got into marketing with Shida! Finally someone is in the same elective as me!
And Lin, hope you will enjoy FSV and i know you will. Hope we can still keep in contact, alright?
Gonna miss you, and i'm gonna lose a translator =(
Loves.

Not in a good mood now cause of my damn throat!
Whenever i talk, i have difficulties.

Amazingly, TIONG SEEKEE asked me to go church with her.
I was surprised.
Cant wait to see that girl !!

Alright, BYE BYE.

things happen

2007-03-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

Sometimes things change without knowing. For a better or worse, i guess it depends on individual.

As for me,
Yes things has definitely changed, but i would say that its for a better =)
Sometimes i really thank god for giving me such good friends, family and of course, my love.

I was watching "Healing hands", its a HK series.
Life can be so unpredictable.
Today i might be fine, but tomorrow i might have a car accident? *touch wood*
AHH, there are so much things that i wanna say la, BUT
i just dont know how to put it in words.

ANYWAY,
WEEKENDS WAS GREAT.
Friday.
Met up with Victoria Wong Mei Chin. Last minute decided to stayover at her house. Watched The Omen, Lovewrecked and The others. I love "The Others", i love the twist. We cooked spagi for lunch, and it was not bad.

Sat.
Met up with my girlfriends.
Rach, Jo, Sam and Lisa. Was really shocked cause i'm the organiser and all turned up! I mean, usually all of us are busy and all. Didnt expect anything.haha. So yeah, it was a RARE outing. HAHA.

Sun.
Out with Heikal. And i tell you, HE MAKES ME GO MAD.
His stupid faces and all !! And i hate it when he keeps imitating me and making sarcastic comments! Oh well, in a way, i love it too. LOL.

I'M SO ANNOYED WITH THE WEATHER.
AND I AM JEALOUS.
BECAUSE MY DEAR LISA , SAM AND JO ARE GOING FOR PHANTOM CONCERT.
FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCK SHIT.
AND THEY BOUGHT 160 BUCKS SEAT. AND THATS SO FRONT !
unfair unfair.
Holy cows.
I think i better go meditate before my veins burst.

Alright, thats all.

VICTORIA. Thanks for everything you've done. Finally our wish came true, and now i am waiting for the next one to come. Loves.

PS : Sharon, you havent give me the steamboat pictures.

'Eileen =)

so happy =)

2007-03-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY =)

Went to gym on friday with nor and madeline. Afterwhich, met up with sharon,shellen and jiayi for lunch. Delivered food for heikal, and the weather was so HOT HOT !!
Then it was home sweet home.AND i finally had a good night sleep.
So happy=)

On sat, went swimming with my dearest mad and sharon. NO, i went swimming with sharon and mad looked after stuffs. She was sitting on the floor and was practically stoning and stoning, turning into a rock soon.Poor mad, everytime we wanna go tanning, its either she's busy, or her big aunt come or the weather's bad.
And heikal was being so generous! =) Right mad and ah ron?! LOL.

Today, went out with heikal. And omg, he bought me a watch!! LOVIN' IT MAN!! It might be out of trend for that watch, but i still love it cause of the design. AHH, thank you so much !
Well, thats my V'day present =)
And i saw his cousin! I kept staring at her face complexion and plus, she's pretty! Cant help but stare. Gorgeous lady, i must say.
Oh and a small girl gave heikal a goodbye kiss, and heikal gave her back. And you know what happen next?
The girl caught heikal's goodbye kiss and kept it in her heart. OMG, she's so lovely la!!
So innocent.

And,
WHY IS THE WEATHER SO HOT ?
makes me feel so irritated at times.

ANYWAY,
SHARON, MAD, SHELLEN. WEIWEI, ADE AND JIAYI - Cant wait for the next meeting man ! LOL. And sharon, i cant wait for your camp to be over !So we can go swimming again.
Mad, i'm gonna miss you SOON, soon.

JO,RACH,SA AND SAM - This saturday? Set ? And rach, stop sheesha-ing! you're turning into a monster soon. LOL.

LOVES.

'Eileen=)

raining.

2007-03-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

it has been raining for the past few days.
It makes me wanna stay at home and cuddle myself on the bed.
HAHA.
but it will be best if someone is beside me.
Oh wells...

After exams, it was all way out SLACKING. Call me a full-time slacker for all i care!
Alright,
The first day of my holidays was well spent with heikal.
Caught norbit, and it was quite hilarious.
But towards the end, i nearly teared. It was kinda touching cause they finally got together! Damn that stupid fat boobs / ass ! Talking about her boobs, i feel like squeezing it. Its like so touchy-licious? And her butt is like, HUGE!! haha.
i love it when she was in the theme park! LOL.

(FRIDAY)
went gym with shida. and LIN, why didnt you reply our messages or even give us a call after you wake up? Where have you been?
Well, afterwhich we went to watson cause shida wanted to buy things.
AND i bought some thing.Some thing that kinda makes me feel shy talking about it! haha. And shida kept laughing at me like i'm a weird girl AND the COUNTER LADY TOO!!!She was like, "Erm, yyy--ouu gonna have this?"
But hey, shida's gonna buy for herself too okay ! I will tell when i am mentally prepared. LOL.

Home, bathed and off to mad's house at late evening. And i tell you, weiwei is always the first to fall asleep. I wonder why and, if HER BF calls, she will be darn super awake !
We slept at 4 plus.

(SATURDAY)
went over to Sharon's house.
I love her mum's curry. Its yummylicious! Played cards. And poor weiwei, always the asshole! LOL. But its okay, we know you're not! =)

Then headed home, bathed and went out again. Went to my uncle's house to gamble. haha. I love gambling during CNY because i get to see my 2 lovely cousins. And they like it when i chase after them. Well, whenever they see me, they will shout, "MONSTER!" I wonder why!!! Left my uncle's house at about 3.30am and then home sweet home.

Its a pretty long weekend for me, but i enjoyed. Tired is never in my dictionary, so yeah. haha.
Now i'm waiting for night time to come cause i'll be meeting Mr. HOHOHO !
I remembered when i first called him that, HOHOHO. haha, he was like, WTF?! you think i santa clause is it ? Then you, HAHAHA lah !
and his birthday is next week!YAHOO ! He's gonna love his birthday.
OH HEIKAL HEIKAL HEIKAL !!

Alright, thats how i spent my first week of holidays.
Love you guys;
Sharon,ww,mad,jiayi,shellen and ade.
Ade, we love you as much as you love yourself =)

More to come, babes!!

'Eileen=)

cbox!

2007-03-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

OKAY,
SHARON,MAD AND WEIWEI SAID THAT I SHOULD HAVE A COMMENT BOX.
SO YEAH,
I DID.

OKAY. WILL BLOG SOME TIME SOON!!!
maybe tmr?
hahahaa...

'Eileen=)

i miss playing cards..

gossips?

2007-02-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

Why do girls gossip?
and guys dont? (hardly)

They either talk about cars or some other things, but definitely not gossiping.
haha.I wonder why!

Anyhow,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST WEIWEI !!
HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOURSELF ON THAT DAY!
DONT YOU DARE BURST THE BALLOONS!
and did the flowers died?
haha.

Yeah, celebrated Wei's birthday. She's 19 years old! OMG. She's old, and i am young. HAHA. We are gonna have stayover soon! Yes, i cant wait for that BECAUSE we're gonna have movie session. WHOA, like finally i can go to mad's house! haha!

LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABES. ( Sharon, jiayi, ww, ade, shellen, mad)

So holidays are coming and i cant wait !!
Cant wait to meet up with friends !!
Like Michelle, J.LERS, & my darlings and blah blah blah..
and of course, swimming with my girlfriend, Sharon LIM XINYI (same chinese name as my sister!!).
All in all, i just cant wait for holidays la.
HAHA.

I think ...
Sheesha is becoming so common now, eh ?
haha.
Dont get addicted, girls.
I remembered when i first smoke that.
After dont know how many puffs, my head was like... weird.
Then i asked heikal to piggy back me, and he did. hahaha.
WTF.
and i was so drained out after that.
HAHA.

Alright, thats all. BYE BYE.

I want more, love !! =)

you've been the only thing thats right.

'Eileen =)

CHINESE NEW YEAR.

2007-02-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLOS !
ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR
AND
SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED and ARE STILL HAPPENING.
hahaha.
NONO, no third party or whatsoever.
hmm..

I'm so DARN happy cause i finally met up with VICTORIA WONG. She's still pretty BUT she talks a lot now. She told me a sad story that i almost teared. =( My heart stopped for one sec and then it melted. VICTORIA, you're the best =)

Met up with my 6 darlings too ! The feeling was so great. BUT Its the same old questions every time we meet,
"So hows everything?"
"Heikal and you?"
HMM its time to change questions !!! Maybe something like, " WOW, you've grown prettier( fat hope!) OR you've grown taller! (hah) yeah, that will be so pleasing to my ears. HAHA. I wonder who will say that to me man ! Still waiting ... HOHOHO

OH YEAH, CHINESE NEW YEAR = RED PACKETS.
AND MY SISTER WAS BEING SUCH AN ASS !!!
According to the chinese thing, i will bring her luck.
True enough, i brought her luck.
On the first day,she won 30 bucks while me, lost 30 bucks.
Second day, i lost 20 bucks and she won 20 bucks.
Thank god, it stopped after that( i hope.).
It doesnt benefit me at all. Indirectly, i am giving money to her.
ARSEHOLE!

Never mind. Its CNY.
Anyhow, today i bought burger king for Heikal!
Gave it to him during his break. Ahh, i didnt know i miss him so much until i met him.
Didnt meet him for a week or so.
So when i saw him today, i felt like ... happy?
You know that kind of feeling that no words can describe.
Hmm..

Alright i am lazy to continue blogging.
AND I FUCKING SERIOUSLY WANNA WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!

Ohh and i miss all my friends =(

Am listening to "From this moment" now.
=)
CHEERS.

'Eileen

CNY.

2007-02-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

FINALLY MY TEST IS OVER.
NO MORE DIGITAL ELECTRONICS!!
I HATE CIRCUITS, AND LOOKING AT THE WAVE FORM (which i still dont understand!)..
BUT HEY,
THE END. NO MORE!!

Alright alright. After the test, i was pratically slacking my way through!
Well, yesterday heikal and i went to Orchard.

Sometimes i really feel like slapping him man!! Wanna know why?
Cause he is always making weird noise, sounds and faces, and then suddenly he will just pinch you.
Even worse, he will just hit you for no reason. ARGHS.
Now i got 2 blueblacks, all thanks to him.
And when i showed him my 2 blueblacks, he still can say,
Crazy, i never even pinch you till so hard okay! Dont anyhow blame me ah!
-innocent face.

SEE, thats why i feel like slapping him! ARGHS.
I mean i HARDLY have any blueblacks. HAHA
Cause its usually i pinch people, not the other way round! LOL.
Right, Sharon?

But it was fun=) haha.

Hmm CNY is coming.
And i dont think i will be able to enjoy it CAUSE of EXAMS.

OH WOW.

Nevertheless, its gonna be great cause my cousins and all are coming over to my house.
So i dont really have to travel. YES AH! Like FINALLY.

Valentine's day is coming.
But it feels.... nothing. WHY?
But i am looking forward to meet Syl, boot and all. Its gonna be a cool dinner! haha. I think.
And Victoria babe this friday!
Also, looking forward to meet heikal. LOL. ( Like duh! )
But i've got nothing to give him!
Okay i know, maybe a hug?
Can eh?

HELLO PEOPLE :

WEIWEI. Kinda miss you! And finally i heard this sentence, " I'm working tmr la!".
haha.

JIAYI,MAD,SHARON. I miss you guys so much la!
I cant wait for the exams to end so that we can meet up again.
WOW. This picture is darn cool, yeah?

Eh meet up? Like soon? And this picture was taken after O's, is it ? hahaha.
Miss you guys bloody much.

SAM. Take care and see you soon okay? CHEERS,I LOVE YOU. And you still owe me something!! hahaha.

OH YES! THANK YOU FOR SMOKING. SMOKING IS SO (not) GOOD!

CHEERS EVERYONE!
AM GOING BACK TO SLEEP CAUSE I WOKE UP AT 9AM TODAY JUST TO WATCH THE GRAMMY AWARDS.
AND JUSTIN TIMEBERLAKE IS SO FUCKING HOT!

And Sharifah,
DETAILS OF THE PHANTOM OF OPERA!

'Eileen=)

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!

2007-02-06T01:47:00.000+08:00

I WANNA WATCH PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!

WHO WANNA SPONSER ME?
OMG!
ITS PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!

=(

That will be the best gift for this month.
I love the Theme Song!
And i still remember how i would always sing this song to LISA GOH.

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!

Alright, see you soon PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!
(or maybe not.) SIGH.

'Eileen

HAHA.

2007-02-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

Okay i was so bored that i went to read my testimonials back in year 2004.
I cant help but LAUGH.

By Madeline.
hahaz... eileen.... she is a very a
very good runner.... hahaz.. she is
also very hardworking.... hahaz... very
clever and diligent gurl too... hahz...
good luck...... write for mi!!!
ahahz... got very bright future...

*Whatever, look at me now! Cant even run! haha

By Jiayi.
Tennis girl ! Haha. This girl is damn
strong and fit. Always see her fighting
around in class =P During recess,
she'll always run around the field. As
for me, i just sit and eat. Lol. We
used to be really close. So yeap, shes
really friendly, cute and cheerful,
always smiling. Stay healthy and drink
MILK -smiles- Cya ! Love ya -hugs and
kisses-

*Too weak now, cant even fight anymore instead i will have blue blacks cause of Heikal.

By Tanya.
Elieen. Our class's ONLY tennis girl.
ha. Got close to her only this year.
Due to some reasons that some would
know. A really good friend. One who
sits and listens to you pour your
heart out. Hardworking and clever too.
Compared to when she was in sec1. I
really didnt like her back then. ha
But she's changed. Alot. =) This crazy
girl sits behind me during morning
reading and assembly. Its great to
have gotten to know you. Otherwise i
would have still disliked you. =D
Alright. Take Care. See you in school.

*During assembly,i will just go, "HELLO!!"for a few times and tanya will just get annoyed.LOL.

By Nic.
want an exotic dancer call 1900-e-i-l-e-
e-n yes yes!! thats jus 1900-e-i-l-e-e-n!!
call now for ur free "MAMA" exotic
dancer!

*WTF! =/

By Cheryl.
i miss camp!
i miss unity.
i miss the laughter.
i miss the crapping at night.
i miss the 30 seconds of fame.
i miss the old girls. sad but true.haha
i miss holy garden.
i miss everyone.
i miss the last night.
i miss singing songs.

haha.what i dont miss is kitchen
duty.blexh. take care girl.

*Kinda miss Tennis Camp. SAD.

By Weiwei.
hha...
the thief!!!!
goes around to steal!!!!
and what she steal?
RULER!!
haha
loser..

*Ah yes, i stole Mad's ruler BUT i really didnt know. The highest rate of rulers in my pencil box was like 5?Hmm..

HAHA. okay whatever!!!
MEMORIES.

'Eileen=)

projs are gonna be over !

2007-01-27T00:57:00.000+08:00

OMG! PROJECTS ARE FINALLY OVER. (not for VB)
TESTS AND EXAMS ARE NEXT.
I hate to feel stress, cause it sucks.
I wanna feel relax, maybe go back to my sun-tanning days, slacking days or gossiping days.
Days like these are GOOD.

NYP open house was on 25th - 27th Jan.
Foreign bodies was good =)
And today was great because we had a mini gathering.
Sam, Lisa, Jo, Rach, Nic, Laura, Fel met up and kinda slacked.
Lin and Shida joined us too!
YAY-NESS.
I really hope and pray that Lisa will come to NYP then it will be SOOO FUN !
We shall see then.

Anyhow, had fondue last saturday and it was AWESOME! Loved the company and ADE was there! I was so happy to see her =)
Jiayi and i pratically sing our hearts and lungs out. (maybe eyeballs too.) AHHS, kinda miss sitting beside you man, LU JIAYI.

OH YAH!
I had a BAD dream on thursday! I dreamt that there was this HUGE caterpillar chasing after me! Then i kept pouring hot water ( god knows where i got the water too.) on that pillar. That pillar kept talking(human language) to me BUT i cant remember what the conversation was!Okay never mind, the pillar died in the end so i thought everything was back to normal. Who knows, when i was bathing, i saw a HUGE flying cockroach! The cockroach kept flying around me and THEN... i woke up!

It was bad. Really bad. I couldnt sleep after that and my mind kept replaying my dream. So i decided to check my hp for messages AND i received unpleasant messages. Fuck man!
I hate bad dreams.

Okay.Then i told heikal and he told me that, it means when i was sleeping, my soul was wandering around. Someone please tell me its NOT true. Thank you very much=)

'Eileen

sick

2007-01-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

I am down with cough, and it sucks. Cant sleep well, and throat just wanna be so itchy.
I WANNA GET WELL. =(

Had fun on Sunday. Husein(i dont know his name),Hafisah(i think so) and some other guy(cant remember) played with the water? Husein was so annoying cause he kept bullying me BUT never mind,he got scratched by me. HAHA.
All in all,it was great despite the rain. =)

So loads and loads of projects are waiting for me, then after it would be tests and exams. DOUBLE AND TRIPLE SIGH.

On a BRIGTHER note, today i went to watch Pan's Labyrinth with Heikal. Its a nice show and its kinda touching.
And Weiwei called.
Sorry weiwei, i know heikal was talking rubbish to you and PLEASE dont listen to him okay? And is really his own will, not i ask him! yeah? HAHA.Okay,that sounded quite wrong but whatever !
HOHOHO, how i wish i can have famous amos now.
I was about to drool when i saw famous amos just now BUT i decided not to CAUSE of my fucking itchy throat. arghs, annoying!

Pictures to make me happy =)

All blacks.

Shida was trying to kiss me.HAHA. Poor Lin, so innocent.

Shida thought she wasnt in the picture. Try harder next time, Shida =)

I dont know what i am doing, so WHATEVER!

I think i saw a MONSTER.Hmm...

They were playing STRESS and they are really stress=)

I was fighting with Shida. ROARS!

This picture makes me laugh. Tell me its funny!!

You could be the one i always love.

'Eileen

Pictures day.

2007-01-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

Okay this entry are gonna be pictures. Pictures back in those days,Those secondary school days. How i miss those days.

This is my sitting partner.
She look sooo innocent here. Hmmm on second thought, maybe not.She was the one who made me run around the whole school (LIKE OMG LA!) and when she's angry, BEWARE! Oh and we recorded miss Daisy Tan's voice. Her tiger voice. Wow. Great memories we had.I still remembered how we got scolded from MR JOHN LIM, that history/social studies teacher who gladly split us up.Oh by the way Jiayi, you are still looking good! Muacks!

This is my stress partner.
Hmm she was my English partner.Every lesson, all she does was sleep! Probably that was her fav past time.Oh and she comes to my house quite frequently to study? But in the end also end up watching horror show and scare the hell outta her!Whoa, i love it! HAHA.

Weiwei & Sharon. Okay they just called me CRAZY and they cant wait for me to enter IMH. So i wont say anything nice about them! But weiwei always play along with my nonsense.
-deep voice-
"HELLO,WHAT YOU WANT?"
-sexy voice-
"HELLOOO, may i know who's this?
HAHA.Just love to play with her.

HAHA. okay enough about that.
RACH.
Cheers. I dont understand whats going on in your life and i wont ask much, just wanna let you know i am here. J.LERS outing is coming up, so we're gonna celebrate?ERM celebrate the brand new day on that day.
SHIT,i am crapping. Oh wells, you know what i mean.

MAD.
Hello girl.hmmm i miss your laughter =)

I was reading PS,I LOVE YOU and i teared. WOW. Love was like ... Crazy,save your tears till the day i die la! Arghs! You know sometimes i feel like strangling him but looking at his funny faces he makes, i just had to laugh.Okay Whatever.

BYE for now.
GOING BACK TO MY JUPITER;

'Eileen =)

First week of 2007.

2007-01-06T11:39:00.000+08:00

After comtemplating for 4 days, i've decided to blog. =)
Before the starting of 2007, i went to Kukup.
I think that place is nice and cool. It helps me to relax a bit. My aunties,cousins and me played card games(I've learnt a new game!) while the others played mahjong. We played till 4am !Anyhow,We visited this place but i dont know whats the name of it.

And we saw a FAT monkey! Scare the hell outta ME! Like as though he/she gonna eat me up!

And,
This is how the place looks like. It might look dirty and all but its okay.

Peaceful.

Came back home on Sunday (31/12/06). At night when to meet him to go to Edward's house for some party thing. Had a great countdown(definitely)! AND also looking at heikal and some other people doing crazy things. Oh well, it was entertaining though.
One of the craziest thing they did :

Oh gosh, crazy but i still love him !

Yes, Gross is the right word. Died laughing looking at him. Poor nose =X
Countdown of 2007 was MADNESS.
The guys kept piling on top of each other even the girls are also being piled.Poor Fida, Jolene, Sandra and Jane.Wonder if the guys are heavy. Lucky Yvonne and Me! haha. Stood at one corner laughing my lungs out.
CHEERS DUDES!

So that was my new year celebration =) GREAT!

So far, year 2007 had been good for me.Fun and more FUN !
Anyhow, Yesterday (05/01/07) met up with Jo and Rach. Had girls' talk and you know what, i felt good after letting out what has been bothering me. I bet you too! Right Jo and Rach? Had dinner at NYDC together with Delanie(Correct?) and Karen (Tan or Ng?) Lisa and Sam couldnt make it. Darn arse! Missed out lots of FUN! haha.

-Rach was talking about car/taxi-
E: Hey,can you imagine next time if we marry to rich husband and then the 5 of us go and drive a taxi? You see,next time we will have our car license and then we can just have a TAXI to drive just for leisure. Not only that, we can even earn money too. I will take 7am-12pm, Rach take 12pm-5pm, Jo take 5pm-10pm, Sam take 10pm-2am AND Lisa take 2am-7pm.

R: Cool !

J: OMG! then can you imagine if we were to set up our own business?
YADA YADA..
And the story didnt end off after that. More to it and i am so lazy to type out =)

The girls' talk was GREAT! Havent had that for a very long time. And i was telling them about the "guys" talk. Yeah. Jo looks darn shocked!
Anyways, i finally cleared some 'thing' with Rach after 2 years.(Sentosa thing.)LOL!

The night ended Great!
And thanks Genie-in-the-bottle for 'entertaining' me.

Yeah! School started on 4th Jan.So far so good.
Had great time catching up with LIN and SHIDA.
And i broke my TOE NAIL YESTERDAY! Thank god, no blood!
Lin, please dont let me see your bra again, Thanks =) LOL.

End of Story.
Anyhow,just wanna add on to my previous entry.
I've made new friends along this path and i am thankful that i've them!
My working mates esp Michelle,Mike,Fida,Sity.
Poly mates esp Shida , Lin and Genie-in-the-bottle and whatsoever.
Yeah, THANKS=)

And this is one of my longest entry ever:)

'Eileen ( I love you baby! You're the greatest!)

Its year 2007, first entry of the year.

2007-01-01T14:07:00.000+08:00

Year 2006 is now the past.
Good or bad year,i am not sure but for all i know is that i've great friends who were there for me and how can i forgot, Mr. Heikal.
There are so many people that i wanna thank but not even the word THANK YOU is enough to express it. Its simply more than THANK YOU.
(even though i never mention your name here but you know who you are.)

Weiwei, Mad, Sharon, Jiayi and ade - You guys are great. I cant imagine me without you guys.Forever colouring my days with bright colours. Am looking forward to our next outing and all.

Sharifah, Nicyn( haha), Mel C - Do you still remember how we all started talking together?Love you guys! Muacks!

Vic - You are a great friend. Dont we love going to school together? and the old chang kee days? haha. Still missing it. Loves.

J.Lers - You guys are great because i love you guys. HAHA. Do you still remember how JO eats sushi? And how LISA hates sushi. Okay never mind. Love ya !

Tanya - Missing you know!Better come back with a American flag i tell you! You owe me one anyway.haha.

Especially my dear Sylvia, She's my bestest friend ever. 14 years of friendship dont come by that easy and i am glad that we are still hanging on.Love you my DEAREST SYLVIA.

It seems like everyone's blogging about what happened in year 2006 and i must say that they are so hardworking to even think about what happened in year 2006. (For example, weiwei and rachel.) HAHA. Oh wells, all i can say is that i just love sec 5/2 and the school =)

YAHOO ITS YEAR 2007.
2007 2007 2007 2007
Okay Its a brand new year and a new start for me.

Resolutions for 2007?
Every year different resolutions but this year i've not thought of any. Haha.
"We must start the year right so that we can end the year right." Thats what Mrs Low always say.

Mr. Heikal.
Thanks for being with me all these while. You've taught me lots of things and i'm glad that i have you. You know sometimes how i wish that my eyes can do the talking instead of my mouth because my mouth dont follow my heart at all. And i really mean at all.
Right, all in all i just wanna say, I love you=)

"I lifted her head, she looked at me and said
"Hold me darling, just a lil while"
I held her close, i kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that i knew i had missed"

'Eileen=)

Its year 2007, first entry of the year.

2007-01-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

stop blogging,

2006-12-25T12:45:00.000+08:00

OKAY, I AM GONNA STOP BLOGGING.
THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY FOR THIS YEAR.
AND SO,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL.
=)

[edit]
I CANT WAIT TO GO CRUISE NEXT YEAR.
HAHA.MAYBE ITALY,TURKISH OR BALI ALSO NOT BAD.

its a long weekend.

2006-12-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

Hellos.
Its been quite some time that i update this blog of mine.
Well, all i could say that last weekend was a LONG weekend.

Oh,
And yesterday i broke a record.
Believe it or not,
I slept for 28 hours.
Yes, 28 hours.
Is there such thing as Accumulation of tiredness? Someone told me that.
The whole day i only ate one bread, 3 spoon of rice (without anything), 5 cups of water,banana and apple.
I was Sick. In the morning,i could barely move my hands and feets. For a min,i thought i was dead.
All day long,i slept.
Blame it on the rain! Stupid Rain! Or not i could go out with sharon and all. SIGH.
Sorry Sharon, but i bet you did enjoyed yourself. LOL.

Okay,played squash on Tuesday. It was GREAT.

This is Sharon and WeiWei. Sharon tried her very best =X

Ade treated us to FOOD. Gawd damn,we were so Full.

Finally Ade is taking picture with me.Bye ade.Enjoy your trip. LOVES.

AND,
Today gonna have pre christmas dinner with Shida and Lin.Looking forward to it.
huggs!

Christmas is coming=)
YAY-NESS.

Love you,DRAMA KING.

'Eileen=)

a day out on tuesday.

2006-12-14T12:21:00.000+08:00

Hello hello.
My test is finally over even though i only have ONE test. Its enough to kill me. HOHOHO.
Anyway went out on tuesday with love.
It was great. Caught a movie, Open season. Well its not as nice as the happy feet. I dont mind watching happy feet again! =)
So we had Swesen for lunch and i was gawd damn full.
This man here ate SOO much. He ordered two sets for himself,and plus Sticky chewy ice-cream.He didnt even share it with me.(selfish!)

See,i told you that he's greedy. Never even share with me=/
I wanna complain!! (oh no,i becoming like WEIWEI!! OOPS.. !)

After that went to buy his stuffs and all.
Oh ya, love surprised me with GODIVA chocolates! OH MY! I've been waiting for 4 months and yes,i got it! Thanks love!!

Thanks for your chocolates. I Cant bear to eat it. HAHA.

Like out of 100 pictures that we took, this is the nicest of them all. Now i finally understood what sharifah meant.
Sharifah is forever scolding me for making funny faces.So Sharifah, I wont do it again. LOL.

Mel,Sharifah,sharon and ade.
See you guys around some time soon. Missing you guys so much know! Huggs.

Everyday being with you is a new adventure for me.
Loving those sweet moments,Loves.

'Eileen=)

i was lost then.

2006-12-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

I tell you,i have no sense of direction. So if i were to go other country by myself i think i will just die. Sorry ade =)
I need to learn how to have a sense of direction but that would probably takes more than 5 years. HAHA. I need a map so that i can study.
Not only that i have to learn, i have to learn how to be not clumsy. I broke Sam's photo frame. Oops. Sorry, again. Previously,i broke a glass now a photo frame. Maybe next time i will break my toes for being clumsy. haha,okay whatever!

Anyhow, i am going oversea(nearby country) at the end of this month. I am so happy yet sad. Happy because i am going oversea again, sad because i wont be able to go out with my love as planned.
I am soo gonna miss him! I am gonna miss beating him and having cat fights with him. AHH.
Then today sam asked me a question and what i answered was just, i forgot the feeling already.And i really meant forgot. So sam, yeah..

Okay, tmr is sunday. Sunday = Love = Sunday. YUPPS.

Bye Bye World.
Take care DUDES.

'Eileen=)

Love my dress!

2006-12-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming!
Better start shopping for presents now!

Friday met up with Syl,boot,mel,ying and grace. It was great even though syl and ying came late, and i really mean LATE. We had dinner then after that went to grace's house to catch the last episode for the 9pm show and also,ghost whisperer. Syl, mel and i went in to grace's room to watch ghost whisperer while suddenly, boot,ying and grace popped in to the room and sang Birthday song and boot was holding a cake.For a min,i was thinking whose birthday is it? I even went to ask grace, whose birthday?hahaha. Silly me! Yeah, they were celebrating our belated birthdays! BUT fiona couldnt make it =( Hope to meet up with that girl some time soon.

Sunday.
Went to the expo with my love! We were like admiring all the cars and searching for nice cars! Hmm. The cars was fabulous! And i saw this vintage car and i think its kinda cool. HAHA. Hope i can see it in Singapore BUT so far, no. Afterwhich, we went to some restaurant to have our lunch. YUMMY! How i wish i can have it now=(

Christmas is coming soon and i am so looking forward to it. Looking forward to those parties, and exchanging of presents and meeting up with Sharon, jiayi and all. The thought of it makes me smile. I am so enthu about Christmas! HAHAHA. Rock on babes!

I hate the sickening look on your face.F*** OFF!

'Eileen

Tiring weekends.

2006-11-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

Life's good when you know how to enjoy?

My weekend was great, fantastic, fun and thrilling? hahaha.
Saturday.
Saturday was great. The feeling of celebrating my belated birthday with friends was good! They bought my fav ADIDAS tee-shirt! And my funny/weird tee-shirt which i really love it a lot. They really know what type i like! I was shocked and amazed. ( Really. ) And also,a pair of earrings. haha. AHH... okay, chill eileen.
But hey, i wanna thank everyone who went for the dinner and those who contributed money for the presents. You guys are GREAT! HUGGS BABES.

Anyways, in the morning went to gym with sam and heikal? haha.And i was so... AHHHHH!!!! ROARS! ( Sam should know) Big muscle man really turns me on like fuck! yes, like fuck! They can make me smile like there's no tomorrow and blush like a red tomato. ahh.. (damn,i am smiling to myself when i am typing this!! ) FUCK.

Sunday.
Had work in the morning till 5pm. And mr. Heikal was surposed to meet me after my work but that smart alec overslept. so ended up, i have to wait for him! annoying! so anyways, we ate at the satay club then headed to somewhere else. haha.

So i've concluded, i am tired. Tired of hanging out late at night. I wanna stay at home and sleep the whole day. I need rest and more rest! Cannot take it anymore! Sooner or later i will fall sick.
Oh, and mr. Heikal bought for me my birthday presents!!! ahh, muacks! i love it! Okay, this is soooo Random. I love being random. I enjoyed my birthday this year=)

Now, i am really looking forward to Christmas.I love Christmas. It means, giving and sharing. forgive and forget. haha. Okay, madness.

Okay, end of story. Eileen needs sleep now.
Love you.

( Dont forget what you promised me. Will be waiting.)

my birthday.

2006-11-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

20th november

I had great fun today.
My birthday = great = fun = exciting = interesting = my birthday.
Even though today i had school,it didnt spoil my day!
Had a scorpion cake in school together with amanda and alvin. Amanda and alvin looks cute. haha. Okay. So anyway after that went to celebrate my birthday. Thanks Shida and lin for their wonderful presents. I love the chocolates and the photo frame. MUACKS. Not forgetting, mandy (amanda) and gene's chocolates. And i have 3 merci chocolates. haha. So coincidence,yeah?

At night,around 11-ish, MAD and WEIWEI creeped into the house like theives. haha (kidding) The best part was when weiwei asked me a stupid question,
W : eh you want us to sing birthday song?
Like duh right? hahaha. but yeah, they were awesome. They came over to my house just to celebrate with me, i'm stunned. Speechless.
Thanks SHARON for being part of the plan, you're great too !=)

After they left, My sister actually bought for me Swesen ice-cream cake. Oh my gawd, thats like another surprise for me. i love my sister so much even though we always argue. Oh well, after all we're still sisters. LOL.

So anyway, something happened today when heikal and i was at TM. We were walking pass this bridal roadshow thing when a man just came up to us and asked us to take a look at the wedding pictures. So yeah, we looked at the pictures relunctantly. The man kept showing us photos and more photos but only one gown caught my eyes. Whatever la, its none of my business. Yupps=)

Thanks to all those who sent me birthday messages.
Lisa, Joanna, Rachel, Samantha,Madeline, Weiwei, Sharon,Adelyn, Shellen, Tanya, Nic, Cynthia,Mel chan, Sharifah, Faiz, Ruikun,Fida, Edwin, Michelle, Krystal, Kenneth, Mel leong, Grace, Sylvia, Boot, Fiona tan, Wan ying, Gene, Amanda, Shida, Lin, Mandy, Charlene, Vio, Linette, Victoria, Kwek t, Shirley...
And the list goes on.
Thank you very much. You guys definitely made my day=) Huggs.
Also, i wanna thank love for everything.

How time flies. And i am 18 years old. Is it still sweet 18th? haha. i hope so.

'Eileen=)

Chemical romance

2006-11-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7vLa7ICxHGc

I'm in love with this song. haha.
The song is stuck in my head now.
hohoho.

what a day.

2006-11-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

Today didnt started off well. I lost my contact lens in the morning/last night! Yes, i lost it! Arghs.
I hate this.
I'M SO FREAKING ANGRY. No, its not about contact lens.
(chill, Eileen)
Someone please save this oh-my-gut-feelings-is-so-right girl. Yes,gut feelings. You know it make me feel as though i can predict what happen next. Its the 3rd time already and i hate this crap. This shows that my gut feelings are getting stronger?
Arghs, WHATEVER!

On a brighter note, today is thursday and thursday's finally over! See how i dread thursdays and then this week is gonna pass again. Dont you think its fast? hahaha.
Okay i thought of what i want for birthday,
One unique bottle of green tea( but not the normal big bottle one,i like those in unique bottle)

haha. Alright, gotta start catching up my beauty sleep.
I miss sakae sushi =) esp. with you trying to taste the wasabi. hohoho.

'Eileen

If we love somebody could we be this strong?

2006-11-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

What goes around, comes around.

hey heys!
My birthday is coming. Well,can say that i am looking forward to it but yet at the same time, no. haha. i dont know why. Like what rach said, when the day comes you will be excited. i shall see then. So Jiayi,Rach and Fio's birthday just past and Shellen's birthday coming SOON. LOL. So many november babies. grool.
These are the 'complaints' i saw.....
"...pocket got hole already!! "
"no money!!!"
"Sigh, have to plan again."
"must go collect money."
"aiyah, also dont know what she wants.headache"
hahaha. Cant stop laughing when i saw all this. Most of them comes from Sharon, weiwei, mad and of course ME!! LOL. So what if my birthday is in november? What only!
I still remembered how i celebrated last year.

Anyways,today went to watch step up. It was alright and the dance steps are grool. Dance to the beat babes! After the movie,i splitted water on love. hohoho!! Sorry but it was your fault =)
Am looking forward to next year =)

So many things happened last week but i am so lazy to blog.Okay never mind, not as if people will actually go read my blog. Who cares what happens in my life, right? Yes, who cares?

WEIWEI , MAD, SHARON, JIAYI, ADE, SHELLEN, BEN, SHARIFAH, MEL CHAN
I miss you guys! Take care and see you guys around, okay? MUACKS.

'Eileen

i love today

2006-11-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO!!
Went to watch the convenant last week and its not really nice!
On tuesday went to watch flushed away. It was funny but not that funny. Looking forward to the happy feet movie. They are so adorable. YAY-NESS!

Yesterday Nas showed fifa and me some videos. ERM its kinda censored. haha. Oh man,i miss his laughter so much and of course, his smile. hoho.

Today was a dread. Imaging yourself doing the same thing for 3 hours,every thursday. Would you still love thursday?I doubt so. Or how about staying in the lecture room for few hours? haha. Okay never mind about school. Thursday is always thursday. Friday is always friday. haha. What can i do to love thursday and friday?

I've finally found my song! All thanks to Shida. I tried looking for this song title but i couldnt find. So i thought to myself, maybe let fate decide then.If i can hear this song again which means i am fated to hear this song again. The title is, My heart. =) It totally melts my heart.

Anyway,did i mention that i want a bottle? haha. Gonna get one soon,hooray! Yuppie yuppie yappie yoppie. MADNESS. Oh, and yesterday someone called me at 7am and asked, "Did i wake you up?" Like duh!!! If not,i wouldnt be answering the gawd damn call, right? Stupid question.Oh well, humans.

"..... Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayangku akan hilang...."

HOW MANY MORE DAYS? (i dont know) LOL.

'Eileen

you've become the meaning of my life

2006-11-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hey heys,
I am so so so sad. I am sad. You know why? Because i couldnt have halloween dinner with Sharon,weiwei,mad,sharifah,mel C and all. I just have to fall sick at the right time!Oh man, Can we have another dinner? Miss you guys so much =(
Well, everyone are back to school which means we are gonna be busy again and its gonna take months to meet up again. So anyways, hope you guys had fun on that night and please post up some pictures, aye? Got tanya wearing her pirates costume? I wanna see! LOL.

School? Alright la, just that i have to wake up early for most of the days and i dread that.Other than that, everything's fine. This month is november. Sweet november. Lovely november. Lusting november. Sexy november. I just love being a november baby. huggs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8Wu8StLg5k

Faring in a world so cold (faring in a world so cold)
You are there to warm my soul (you are there to warm my soul)
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now, I'm in love

I know we always disagree with each other and then we will yell and scream at each other. After a good night sleep,everything's over. Feeling loved once again, feeling good once again, like nothing has happened the night before. Sometimes what i want to say is not exactly what i wanted to say.You see, my mouth dont follow my heart. =) Loves.

'Eileen

Come to me.

2006-10-30T18:05:00.000+08:00

Do you believe that love will take us away together?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6XbhvuLkJ0

I'm feeling so awful. Every night have to wake up just to blow my nose,and my throat just wanna be so itchy. ARGHS. Okay whatever.
Anyway,I quite like this song.
Check it out! I love the last part of the video. LOL.

Hello love, i love you=)
MUACKSS..
"Whats that?" -love
Okay never mind, if you dont understand. Yea.

'Eileen

good day = stress

2006-10-25T20:27:00.001+08:00

when you said nothing at all..

Hello hello!!!
For the past few days i was rather busy.Busy with work,school and lots of things.
Anyway on monday love was sweet! no actually is his mum.LOL. He came down all the way to my house just to pass me food for my family.uh huh. I was shocked,stunned and whatever expressions i made on that day. haha. But on top of that, i definitely miss him hell lots.Its been quite a few days that i didnt meet him due to our not-fated-timings.haha.=/

Today i had face massage! It was great but the lady told me to stop tanning. SIGH.
tanning = love. (So its a big NO NO)
I saw selamat today and he said that i ___ ___. I was super duper happy cause it was pleasant to my ears. HAHA. Humans humans.. listen to good things only. Okay whatever.
Anyway i had mac breakfast with some of my classmates.That shida ah never help me when i am in need! Then headed down to Tampines then to Orchard then home sweet home.

Anyway,i cant wait to go zoo!! Yuppies! Looking foward to that day.
And next year,i am going to ____ !! hahaha.
Okay i dont know whats wrong with me but i suddenly love to put ______.. uh huh.
Oh and i love internet applications!!
Lastly,i wanna say
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

Byebye.
See you soon.

'E i l e e n

Loving myself more.

2006-10-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

hey heys!!!
School has started, and i love graphic design!I hate and love my timetable.haha. Does that make any cents? haha. Oh whatever.
For my last week of my holidays, i did made full use of my energy;going out.
Oh no,i think i am having STM, i cant remember where i went.
Erm.. Well, never mind. All i know was that i went to VA-VA-VOOM.

I dont know why but i am always late for lessons.And today zewei just wanna go against me! But its me who started it first.hahaa.its nice argueing with him anyway. After that had dinner at Jln kayu with Ms Shida aka my prince. haha. What Only.

Anyhow, yesterday Love and i went to BK and we saw this lil cute boy, aged 2-3,i guess. He's darn freaking cute and naughty la! He was sitting on the baby chair, eating fries and onion rings using his hands.His sitting position looked like those gangsters,One leg up on the chair,you know that kind of thing.So after eating, that cunning lil boy looked around (maybe he was looking out if anyone was looking at him..)and then he used his dirty lil hand to touch his mother's arm.His mother just ignored him. (i bet the mum didnt even realised his hands are dirty..)Until the third round, his mother got pissed off and scolded him but he dont even care. Oh then after the third round, he looked at us and gave us a cunning smile.Om-gosh, i'm in love with his smile cause he has dimples! haha.Okay whatever.

I'd been catching the 9pm chinese show.Lovin' it=) But i am beginning to find that Fiona Xie is not pretty.haha. yeah.
So anyway, i was just thinking, why humans like to create trouble when its just so unnecessary.Humans do things that makes it so complicating when there's a easier way out?I think its just how the world goes round.People are so obnoxious that they forgot that we can be even more obnoxious.
Okay,what am i thinking?(rubbish..)
Oh and my birthday is exactly a month from now.Better start counting,dudes! haha.

ByeBye=)

'E I L E E N.

Muse - my unintended

2006-10-15T02:14:00.000+08:00

This song really makes my heart melts.
Gawd, feel like....SIGH.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSFAwy5KD0M
Go and watch.

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balanceShe could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

I dedicate this song to you.
I wouldnt know what lies ahead but i am very sure i am treasuring every single day,capturing every moment.
You're my only one.I love you=)

i love you whole-heartedly.

2006-10-13T01:17:00.000+08:00

Hello world!

According to weiwei, i should update more. haha. Alright.
School's starting soon, real soon =(
Anyways, yesterday was MADELINE'S birthday. Oh boy did she enjoyed herself.
I can say that it was a tiring day.The minute i got home,bathed and all then headed straight to bed. Oh gawd, it was so nice. Your body muscles all relaxing, even your brain.hah!DRAINED OUT.

Had fun today ( Thurs )
Caught two movies with love.
Talladega Nights and World trade centre.Both at different theatres. haha. Talladega Nights was at Vivo City and the other was at Lido. Talladega was great!
Its about....Ricky Bobby (Will Ferrell) is a NASCAR racing sensation whose "win at all costs" approach has made him a national hero. He and his loyal racing partner and childhood friend, Cal Naughton Jr. (John C. Reilly), are a fearless duo, thrilling their fans by finishing most races in the top spots - with Ricky Bobby always leading the pack. When a flamboyant French Formula One driver, Jean Girard (Sacha Baron Cohen), challenges him for the supremacy of NASCAR, Ricky Bobby must face his own demons and fight for his place as racing's top driver.
yeah, must go watch!!!

Had pizza hut for dinner. Ordered quite a lot and its only the two of us. hah! Enjoyed myself today. Thru' out the dinner, i was complaining to him about a lot of things and of cos telling him some stories that happened yesterday (mad's birthday).haha.And we concluded.. MAD, You're so NAIVE. *kidding*haha.

"What do we aim for in life?"
I'll prove to you one day its all worth while.
This love i have inside.

Before i say BYE BYE,
MAD, WEI, SHARON, SHELLEN, JIAYI, ADE, VIC, KWEK, MICH, J.LERS,GHALL
DO TAKE CARE AND I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU GUYS=(

okay. BYE BYE WORLD.
(Body massage is on the wayyyy...)

'E i l e e n=)

Its sunday = relaxing day

2006-10-08T13:22:00.000+08:00

Parallel lines will never meet. Each has its own way.

Hey heys!
This week = happy, nice.
Really enjoyed myself this whole week.
Mon ; Swimming with mad.
Tues ; With love. I love his mum's pizzas and his sis's cookies. YUMMY-LICIOUS.
Wed ; Stayed at home. Too tired to go out.
Thurs ; Sun-tanning with mad, mel and ben. Sharon, you should have come! LOL=X
Fri ; Went amore. After that, stayed at home. SO LAZY. HAHA.

Sat ; Went Seoul garden with WWW dudes. They are super duper crazy. Gosh. Can you imagine standing in the middle of the road takng photo??Climbing up the tree?? Okay.Will upload the pictures. LOL. Love them so much<3 Didnt know that apples and watermelons mix well with ice-cream. Thanks yvonne. haha. Oh, and it was so hazy! Gosh, almost died on the spot.Nah, kidding but the PSI was 140.uh huh.

Sun ; Its slacking time. I love Sunday cause thats my free time and i love to stay at home. Miss home so much.

I cant wait to spend more time with mr oh-i-love-muscles. Felt so bad=(
And thanks for being so understanding. huggs.
Yesterday we saw an old couple holding hands.Its soo sweet!!

Its ole ole time. LOL
SHARON - PLEASE CALL ME! AND COME BACK SOON =)
WEI - Thanks for the invoice. Will treat you to the cake that you like, alright? Loves.
MAD - Satisfied with your tan? haha. Are you cook-ed? Better drink lots of water cause of the haze.
ADE - Your DVDs are with me. So when? when? when? hahaha.
SHARIFAH - i love the video clip. The good old times. How about another meeting? =( Miss you
MEL C - no point sun-tanning cause you're naturally dark. LOL.
J.Lers - Everyone's busy=(
GHALL - Stingray again?Tanya, when are you leaving?

Vic,Kwek,Michelle - SCHOOL'S STARTING. please meet up soon.

EVERYONE PLEASE TAKE CARE CAUSE ITS KINDA HAZY NOWADAYS. DRINK LOTS OF WATER =)

Movies.

2006-10-01T14:49:00.001+08:00

Hey heys!
I am so tired! YAWNS. From thursday to saturday,ive been waking up at 7 plus and sleep at 3 plus in the morning. Gosh, it was really madness.

Tues.
John tucker must die! haha. Thru' out the whole time,most of us kept laughing. Then there was one part, i wanted to laugh but no one was laughing so i told weiwei, "Can laugh with me?" yeah, so she did. We laughed. hahaha.That show is kinda like a bimbo show? But is a good show. yeah.After watching movie, i went over for my class chalet. Around 10 plus, went to meet love. Had supper together and as usual, i am the one talking and he, making funny faces. Stupid 'Little man'. haha.

Wed.
Anyway, went shopping with Sharon, mad and weiwei.Went to orchard then to suntec then to bugis. Mad received 2 weird 'presents'. HAHA. Can go to mad's blog and read. LOL.

Thurs.
Miami Vice. Its a good show! hah. Jamie Foxx is cool. I love him man! Anyway, dont you agree that all blacks looks the same? Its the hair that is different? No offense, just a general statement=) I told love, he laughed. Uh huh, rightt.

Fri.
Rob-b-hood. OMG, the baby is so freaking cool la! He's so darn darn darn CUTE. Louis and Jackie looks 'good' together too. haha. I love the baby! I want the baby! HOHOHO. The plot was good and most of the scenes are funny.So Two thumbs up! BAGUS. Then it was home sweet home for me. Reached home at 3am. YAWNS.

Sat.
Had work in the morning. I was so O-M-G, TIRED. Ju and i was entertaining ourselves during break. HAHA. I made him say 'PEACE' instead of 'BYE'. Cool right?! haha. It was raining heavily around 1plus. I was so freaking cold and that stupid arens kept bickering with me. ARGHS. Felt like boxing him man! AHH. After work, the rain stopped. (phew) Headed down to Raffles City to collect the Sunglasses from Weiwei. Then went home to put down my bag then went over to my cousin's birthday party. After that went to watch John tucker must die, again. Love wanted to watch so yeah. Reached home at 3am. YAWNS.

See, i've been watching MOVIES lately and reaching home so late,waking up so early. I am so drained out that i woke up at 3pm today. LOL. Felt darn good. Looking forward for tmr's swimming cum tanning with mad? Oh whatever. Just hope that it wont rain. (mad, i hope you're reading this.haha)

LOVES:
WEIWEI- Thank you so much for the sunglasses. Love you girl! Meet up soon, alright? And you better study hard, okay? HUGGIES.

Sharon- BYE BYE.

Mad, Ben, Ade, Jiayi- Badminton soon? Lets choose a date. And when are we gonna go over to Ade's house?Must tell me ah,i also want! LOL.

Vic, Kwek - How are you guys been doing lately? Can we meet up soon? Been busy huh? LOL.

Syl- All the best for your 'A's. See you soon, maybe in late nov? SIGH.missyousomuch=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_uNCa3Y_E4
(Copy and paste yourself.) Must watch! Her movements are cool!! Lovin' it.

'Eileen=)

Movies.

2006-10-01T14:49:00.000+08:00

Hey heys!
I am so tired! YAWNS. From thursday to saturday,ive been waking up at 7 plus and sleep at 3 plus in the morning. Gosh, it was really madness.

Tues.
John tucker must die! haha. Thru' out the whole time,most of us kept laughing. Then there was one part, i wanted to laugh but no one was laughing so i told weiwei, "Can laugh with me?" yeah, so she did. We laughed. hahaha.That show is kinda like a bimbo show? But is a good show. yeah.After watching movie, i went over for my class chalet. Around 10 plus, went to meet love. Had supper together and as usual, i am the one talking and he, making funny faces. Stupid 'Little man'. haha.

Wed.
Anyway, went shopping with Sharon, mad and weiwei.Went to orchard then to suntec then to bugis. Mad received 2 weird 'presents'. HAHA. Can go to mad's blog and read. LOL.

Thurs.
Miami Vice. Its a good show! hah. Jamie Foxx is cool. I love him man! Anyway, dont you agree that all blacks looks the same? Its the hair that is different? No offense, just a general statement=) I told love, he laughed. Uh huh, rightt.

Fri.
Rob-b-hood. OMG, the baby is so freaking cool la! He's so darn darn darn CUTE. Louis and Jackie looks 'good' together too. haha. I love the baby! I want the baby! HOHOHO. The plot was good and most of the scenes are funny.So Two thumbs up! BAGUS. Then it was home sweet home for me. Reached home at 3am. YAWNS.

Sat.
Had work in the morning. I was so O-M-G, TIRED. Ju and i was entertaining ourselves during break. HAHA. I made him say 'PEACE' instead of 'BYE'. Cool right?! haha. It was raining heavily around 1plus. I was so freaking cold and that stupid arens kept bickering with me. ARGHS. Felt like boxing him man! AHH. After work, the rain stopped. (phew) Headed down to Raffles City to collect the Sunglasses from Weiwei. Then went home to put down my bag then went over to my cousin's birthday party. After that went to watch John tucker must die, again. Love wanted to watch so yeah. Reached home at 3am. YAWNS.

See, i've been watching MOVIES lately and reaching home so late,waking up so early. I am so drained out that i woke up at 3pm today. LOL. Felt darn good. Looking forward for tmr's swimming cum tanning with mad? Oh whatever. Just hope that it wont rain. (mad, i hope you're reading this.haha)

LOVES:
WEIWEI- Thank you so much for the sunglasses. Love you girl! Meet up soon, alright? And you better study hard, okay? HUGGIES.

Sharon- BYE BYE.

Mad, Ben, Ade, Jiayi- Badminton soon? Lets choose a date. And when are we gonna go over to Ade's house?Must tell me ah,i also want! LOL.

Vic, Kwek - How are you guys lately? Can we meet up soon? Been busy huh? LOL.

Syl- All the best for your 'A's. See you soon, maybe in late nov? SIGH.missyousomuch=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_uNCa3Y_E4
(Copy and paste yourself) Must Watch!! Love her movements.MUACKS.

'Eileen=)

Sigh.

2006-09-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

When reality becomes harsh.

Sharon lim, i hope you enjoy yourself on Saturday eh? The suspense and the lies we made up but well, we had no choice. Cheerios babe and Happy ( belated ) birthday to you.
On 23th Sept was also Kwek and my sister's birthday! HAPPY ( belated) BIRTHDAY DUDES.

Sometimes i am just so afraid of the surroundings.
To believe or not, to trust or not, to listen or not.
How i wish there were signs to show me which is correct and wrong.
Maybe promises are really meant to be broken.
Dont ever judge its book by its cover. ( so true huh? )
Alright.

I wanna hold your hand.
Loves.

'EileenLOVES....
Sharon, Mad, Jiayi, Weiwei, Ben, Mel C, Sharifah, Michelle, GHALL, J.LERS.

i love today and every day.

2006-09-20T01:11:00.000+08:00

So whats up with everyone?
Having fun, yeah?

Anyways,
On Monday (18/09).
went swimming with Sharon, Ben and mad. I shant say anything about any one but you can go to MAD's Blog and read. hahaha. See Sharon, i am so nice! Better appreciate it ! LOL. Oops, did i just mentioned someone's name? oh well... haha

had dinner at Blk 85 with Tanya, Nic, Sharifah, Mel C, Jiayi, Sharon, Weiwei, Mad, Ade (surprised, huh?) and Ben. Yeah. After which, we went to sit down somewhere near the playground. Chit-chatted about our past and present. Had a great time with them! Yeah babes!

Then after dinner went to meet up with love and his friend. His friend was telling me stories about his army days. HAHA. Okay, cant wait to hear more. WHOOTS.

On Tues (19/09).
Went to Sentosa with collegues. Played volleyball which i'm totally sucked at that. HAHA. Well, i tried and am still trying.Anyway, love was being so annoying! Poor Phoebe and Krystal.HAHA. It was fun anyway=)
After that went to Raffles City for dinner, Subway. Then went to visit Weiwei. Poor Weiwei got bullied by her workmates. All we could do was to stand there and see her sobbing away. haha. Alright babes, you look brighter now. Stay cool Babe.
See you soon!
Huggies.
Loves.

Today.
Badminton was fun. Wanna have more of that! haha. Love you guys!!

I dreamt about this a thousand times before.
In my dream, i could have love you more.

'Eileen=)

Almost here.

2006-09-17T14:45:00.000+08:00

hey heys.
Coming to an end of September.
=(
Anyways,
Spent my holidays meeting up with friends and stuffs like that.
Doing things that i've always wanted. -tanning, swimming, chatting, slacking.

Recently went to join amore. (Kinda miss those times but now i am all alone. ) LOL.
Sharon, now we 3 got the tanning oil! Some more all different colours. haha. WTH. Gonna try out each of the colour and see which one works well.

And,
Wei. Remember i am always here for you,alright? HUGGIES. ( Sometimes its cruel to be kind )

Okay looking forward to next week=) .

Always - Bon Jovi. ( Love you)

'Eileen=)

the little man=)

2006-09-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

hey heys!
Sharon asked me to update,so yeah,i'm updating it now. SHARON LIM!
Alright.
For the past few days,i've definitely enjoyed myself very much.

Thursday.
Went to play with Doreen, Mich and Krystal at www. Doreen and i can never agree with each other. We simply love to argue but i still love her. haha.

Friday.
Went swimming with Sharon,Ben and Jiayi. However Ms Jiayi didnt swim as she dont know how to swim=) I seriously dont know what charm Jiayi have. A lifeguard went over to talk to Ms jiayi and they seemed to click well.( uh huh ) haha. After which, we went tanning. My love! WHOOTS! Mad was surposed to come with us but she didnt as she claimed that the sun wasnt that strong. She missed it,again.
After swimming and tanning, went to expo to visit Rach and Jo. But that wasnt our main purpose ( haha, but see we still visit you guys=) ), our main purpose was to look for food. LOL.
Had fun after all.

-Satisfied with your tan? And Jiayi, dont peel off the skin just apply some lotion and leave it alone.So is monday still on?Sharon, dont you just want more of that? So better meet up soon!
Mad, next time please come with us and LISTEN to us when we say the sun is strong.Alright?
Weiwei, better study hard for your upcoming exams! All the best! HUGGIES!

Saturday.
Had work in the morning and Love was so nice and sweet to me. ( Like finally. ) He bought for me fish burger!HAHA. At night, went to watch "Little man". The movie was rather hilarious. And then i realised that little man looks like some one. uh huh.
On the way home, bumped into Chee Boon! Oh gosh, miss him so much! I miss his lame jokes actually. He makes me laugh even though half of the time i dont know what he's talking.haha. Gonna meet up with this bum and the rest soon!=) yeah..

LISA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! YOU BUMMIE BUM! did i scare you on that day? haha.
So today is Sunday,
HAPPY SUNDAY!

HUGS TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS=)

If only you know.
'Eileen=)

Beginning to learn how to be strong.

2006-09-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

Alright,
Beginning of my holidays.
It started off well, good and nice.

On 31th Aug,
Met up with Vic and kwek babes. We watched " The Devil wears prada" at Shaw tower.It's a nice show and i love the old lady. Cant remember her name.LOL. So anyway, after watching we went to startbucks. Then to Vic's house. Thats how my day ends.
- Love meeting up with you guys! Hope we will meet up soon, alright? Meanwhile take care of yourself and tell me when ya free,okay? HUGGS. Till then...

on 1 Sept,
Went swimming with Sharon. Mad was surposed to come but she couldnt wake up! ARGHS. And the sun was super strong, too bad MAD! Sharon and i swam a few laps then went to play the slides? uh huh,Slides. After swimming, met up with sharifah, mel chan, shellen and mad. We went to Expo, the Comex fair( Am i right? ). Afterwhich met up with HOHOHO for dinner.

-Sharon,mad,jiayi,shellen...... Remember our date ! This friday! Yeah..i cant wait.HUGGIES.

on 3th Sept,
Went Church with parents. My sis's friends was at our house and they were watching, The Click and Fast and furious. The Click always makes me cry=( So touching and sweet! LOL. TOKYO DRIFT!!! I love DK muscles! MUACKS! Wonder how he looks like in real life, uh huh. And i made David help me download some Drift songs. Thanks dude!

on 4th Sept,
Nothing much. As usual, met up with him for dinner=)

We were talking about Cars, House, Muscles, Firm butts.... almost everyday.
And then last night i dreamt about those convertible cars, to be exact its Volvo C70. Gosh, its like crazy. I was so happy in my dream! Like what vic said, our future depends on our dream. HAHA. So i will continue dreaming.. Told him about that, he laughed at me (as usual).

And Lin,i got firm butt in my dream! HAHAHA. So how about yours? If not, just DREAM! HAH!

Lastly,
Sam, hope you did enjoy yourself on your birthday! It was great meeting up with you guys. It kinda brings back the feeling that was once lost. WHOOOTTSSS babes. I WANT MORE! Oh yeah... GROOL.

A BIG HUG TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS!!

'Eileen=)

initiative

2006-08-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

I wonder how some people could actually be so good in avoiding. I think i should master the art of avoiding.By avoiding will it solve the current situation or it just makes you feel better? Oh please, someone please give me a good reason why people likes to avoid.
So how about initiative? When you borrow things, you wait for the person to ask you to return or you return back on your own accord? Uh huh.

Alright, enough about that.
Just some personal thoughts.
I just feel like slapping someone.Darn it ! URGHS.
( Relax Eileen, Chill. )

Can i trust the way i feel,
because my heart has been fooled before.

'Eileen

it feels like the first kiss

2006-08-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

Hey heys people!
Now is the exams period. I am so not prepared for all my exams so i am kinda ready to fail one of the paper. LOL.

I cant wait for the whole thing to end. Last paper will be on the 29th. SIGH. But at least i got loads of things to look forward to. 26th Aug gathering + birthday, zoo with love, body massage with shida and lin, retail therapy, facial spa and so on. LOL. This shows one thing, i'm gonna be broke by next month=( But heck lah. Gonna go on a diet anyway.*Hope i can.* Its been 2 years that i wanted to go on a diet but it has never happen. All thanks to the people around me. People like JIAYI, SHARON, MAD, SYLVIA, MICHELLE, VICTORIA, KWEK T AND LOVE and especially WEIWEI. Tell me, how to go on a diet?

Anyways,
Lin and i are still finding articles about " how to make your butt firmer in 7 days." Right, Lin?
you see, i am still working on it. And Jiayi, please go for amore. Thanks. LOL.

I LOVE VICTORIA.
She has touched me in so many ways. She did a slide presentation for me and i am really touched. No one has ever done that to me, not even any of my LOVE(S). Thanks babe. You're one girlfriend that i wouldnt wanna lose! Lets meet up soon, alright? I LOVE YOU, BABE.

Sorry love, yesterday i yelled at you for no reason and i used that word that you dont like. LOL.

Every kiss is like a first kiss.

'EILEEN =)

FIREWORKS !

2006-08-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

hey heys!

Friday.
Went to esplanade to watch the fireworks. Its so pretty and awesome! two thumbs up! I love it when the whole sky changes colours. LOL. Besides that, bumped into lots of friends. Friends like shida,lin,rach,mad,sharon,shellen,ade,ben,jiayi and WEIWEI. WEIWEI, can you please stop scaring me? You gave me a big shock. I wanted to strangle you but you looked so pathetic so i gave way. See, i am so nice. You never even say sorry! HMPHS. and WE arent scared of you,uh huh. LOL.
So then had subway for supper? URGHS,supper. I reached home at 3 plus and next day i have work! I had only 4 hours of sleep =( but i enjoyed it. LOVES.

Saturday.
Went to work and my dearest MICHELLE forgot to book her bloody schedule! So guess what, i was the only girl working=( I complained to her at night and she promised me that she will book next week sat. LOL. So demanding right? haha. Who cares! Then went to ikea. I fell asleep on the way there. Reason being, i was tired. After walking around at ikea, that idiotic bum and i decided to take the shuttle bus back to Tampines. He was being so irritating!!! URGHS. CHILL. Stop disturbing children, will ya ?

Sunday.
Went to church with my parents then went back home. Bum and i are waiting for our 6.45pm Chl 5 show, Hulk. Now waiting for the time to pass.....

Alright babe. Thats how i spent my days.

SHARON, MAD, JIAYI, WEIWEI, ADE, SHELLEN - PLEASE MEET UP SOON. AND ADE, YOU FINALLY HUG ME? LOL. HUGGIES LOVE.

NIC, SHARIFAH, TANYA, MEL - WHEN WHEN WHEN? WHEN ARE WE MEETING UP?MEANWHILE, TAKE CARE ALRIGHT?

RACH,SAM,JO,SA - WHEN WILL BE OUR NEXT DATE? ITS BEEN 18642025 YEARS HUH?

SHIDA, LIN - LETS YADA YADA AGAIN. AND LIN, BETTER BE CAREFUL ABOUT THAT GUY. YOU'RE GONNA BE THE NEXT VICTIM. LOL.

The night spent with you was definitely memoriable.
" your brain is in your ass.."
" stupid girl."
" ape? "
" fuck off!! " - slaps mouth.

uh huh, alright bum. See you soon=)

HUGGIES BABES.

'Eileen =)

Crowded

2006-08-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

I'm so in love with this song.
Crowded - Jeannie Ortega

Why don't you get out of my life
Get out of my sight, get off of my back
Why don’t you get back to your world
Go back to your girl I think you owe her
I know what’s goin’ on I won’t be second to none
Back up cuz’ you crowding my space yeah
You need to get out of my face

***************************************************

Jiayi, Weiwei, Mad, Sharon, Shellen, Ade, Tanya, Nic, Sharifah, Mel C, Sylvia, Fiona, Grace, Wan Ying, Bootsirin, Mike, Michelle See, "Jack", Rachel, Lisa, Samantha, Kwekt, Victoria ......

I LOVE YOU GUYS AND MISSING YOU GUYS BADLY.
LETS MEET UP SOON ALRIGHT.
DO CALL ME OUT=) I'M ALWAYS FREE AND AVAILABLE. (haha)

I LOVE THE GROOVE.
I LOVE THE BEAT.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS.
I LOVE MY LIFE now.
I LOVE THE WAY YOU SAY " CAN I HOLD YOUR HAND? "
HUGGIES BABY.

'Eileen=)

Exams = stress

2006-08-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

2nd August

Tests and exams are coming up. Feeling so uptight and stress. The reason being is because i am not prepared. Notes are everywhere, unorganized.I cant sit down and study for 2 hours! Thats really bad. SHRUGS.

This whole month is gonna be a stress month,i think. SIGH.
Anyway, the day before i was watching a chinese show at 9pm. And i came across this sentence.
Anna : I dont understand why people like to take second hand stuffs....Always stealing someone's love away.
This sentence just hit me right on the spot=)

Anyways, Last saturday went swimming with mad. We only swam a few laps due to the weather. After which, we went to hougang mall to study. Gossipping and bitching was what we did. LOL. Bitchy right? I know. Who bloodly hell cares!
Next day, met up with sharon and mad for dinner. As usual,we chit-chatted. After dinner went to Compasspoint to meet up with my dearie, Weiwei. I am so happy for her=) Heard a lot of good things about lalala. yeah, thats very good.

Ohh, yesterday my dearest Shida nearly went into the male toilet! LOL. She gladly followed the person in front thinking it was a girl. LOL. GOSH, but i saved her day. yes. All thanks to me!

Love said that i was rude! HAHA. Cause i always say "WAIT" and before he could even say yes i go away already. Also, i love slamming down the phone without saying bye.LOL. Silly bum. Feel like struggling him! WHOOTS.I need to go gym so that i have the strength to challenge him but i can never win. uh huh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOOTSIRIN=)
I LOVE YOU!

'Eileen =)

i'm am so UnLucky

2006-07-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Projects! Projects! Projects!
Projects are driving me nuts.
I'm already going insane!!
I hate codings! codings! CODINGS!

Anyways, i guess yesterday was my lucky day.I found a ipod shuffle near shida's house! i've never been that lucky. However,i didnt take it and i gave it to my friend. Okay, besides that loads of good things happened to me. HAHAS. The whole day i didnt wait for any bus!! YESS.
I told him that i was lucky and this was what he said.

He : Better stop saying you're lucky or not next day you wont be THAT lucky.

True enough, today was my bad day.And i really mean BAD. Urghs.
Just my luck! Heard of that show? Yess, its exactly the same. Just my luck.
So guys, next time if you feel that you're lucky dont ever mention to anyone cause your luck will go away.The only thing you can do is to KEEP QUIET. =X

I've never believed in luck anyway.So why am i so bothered?I dont know why too. LOL.
Oh,i am just being curious but can anyone tell me is fate and luck link?

'Eileen

flash backs

2006-07-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

Please wake up Eileen. Someone please slap me. I've finally realised something and i felt stupid and dumb. I was cheated. Yes, cheated. Thanks Lin for waking me up. Love you to bits.

Today went to meet my project mates and i was the earliest ! Actually,we were surposed to meet at 11am but everyone came at 12pm! Luckily i didnt come at 11am, PHEW. I came at 11.50am,so yes, still the earliest. Afterwhich went to tm,alone. Window shopping alone is really boring! Then at around 5 plus, went for mass at holy trinity.

Have you ever heard someone playing soccer without wearing any shoes?
apparently i did.
Serve him right for not wearing any shoes! So now his last toe is fractured and have to rest at home for at least two weeks. HAHAS.

****************************************

Jiayi : yes,i miss you and please meet up soon alright? You are forever MIA-ING,urghs.
Wei : I'll visit you when i am free okay? LOL.
Mad : CHEERIOS ! hope you are reading this and if you are, please smile =) GOOD.
Sharon, Shellen : you two! I wanna play badminton or either that we can all go swimming! LOL. Please meet up soon =)
Vic : No matter how you are feeling right now, just wanna assure you that i am always here for you,alright love ?Please take care of yourself and you are being missed by Eileen.
Yx=] : Lets meet up for body massage. you promised me since 34y329486 years. okay?

Thanks for accepting me for who i really am. Not say i didnt warn you about my character! HAH!Also, sorry for the times that i just throw my tantrum at you without any reasons=)

'Eileen =)

The tears in my eyes

2006-07-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

Whats wrong with me nowadays?
One min i can be angry , another min i can be tearing and next min i can be happy. uh huh. Tried asking myself why but i couldnt find any answer to it.

Miss Weiwei,
Thanks for the testimonials you gave me. All of a sudden i just miss those times.I cant help but think. I miss those Popiah days and taking bus 88 home, gossiping and bitching.Also, i'm always having ulcers and i remembered there was this time you made honey water for me. So sweet of you=) Ohh, the late night talks too.

****************************

Those were the days...
Weiwei : (sitting beside ade) $#%$&** ( Talking to ade)
Ade : WEIWEI! Can you shut up, i want to do my work!!
Weiwei : You bully me=(

-Our voice came in-
Jiayi , Eileen : From this moment, my life has begun....
Ade : (turns her head to us) Shut up la,i want to do my work. Anyway, the song is nice. I miss someone=(
Jiayi : Ohh, you miss me? Damn, i am just here. I know you miss this Singapore girl.
Ade : Oh please take a look at yourself, you are so ugly! She's so much prettier!

- Jiayi cried -

Ade is so mean to say such things to Jiayi, right. LOL. Well,Thats ade,what you expect? You cant even hug her! LOL. I miss those days=)

I MISS ALL MY BABES!
and my love=)

HUGGS =)

'Eileen=)

the feeling is so different from now

2006-07-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

hey heys.

The last week of my holidays was definitely good.I went to Taiwan and i must really say that the food there are much better than Singapore. I'm in love with the smelly tofu, ice-cream popiah and mango ice kachang. WHOOTS! i miss the taste of it=( Food is my everything, my love.

It's a boy. See carefully. I spotted it when i was about to leave this place.Lucky me!

It's a girl. Lovely eh? But i prefer the boy. DUH!

I had difficulties ordering this cup of drink because i had to say it in Chinese.Not say i cant read chinese but their Chinese are different from our Chinese. The waitress laughed at me=)

This is one of my favourite, Smelly tofu.Even though it stinks but i still love it.YUMMY.I'm in love with this Smelly tofu.How i wish i can have it now =( (Dont open your mouth after you eat smelly tofu.)

We were 'Lost".

WHOOTS! One of my favourite too! Mango ice-Kachang.Its definitely different from Singapore ice-kachang.The whole bowl are filled with mangoes and it costs only a few bucks! I want to eat it NOW! =( Missing it...

We brought muah chees home. The muah chees are delicious and i'm loving it.

One in a million Dustbin.

I was thirsty.

Oh, i want the whole tea set. I'm loving tea right now=)
Alright lazy to continue so End of Story!

*****

Things change so does my heart.
Yes, i am happy with what i have now. What more can i ask but for you to be happy too?
(Sometimes i wish that everything can come to an end.)

"I love those who love themselves."

'Eileen=)

going oversea

2006-06-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

I'm going to miss my love,
Although its only for a few days=(

Will update soon.

'Eileen=)

happiness within me

2006-06-19T13:30:00.000+08:00

slow to anger, rich in love.

hey heys.

Saturday went out with 5/2 babes, well not exactly all 5/2s.Had ourselves tanned and the worst part was that weiwei,shellen,ben and i had to stay away from water=( Well, apart from playing with the water, we took lots of pictures. Pictures of mad being buried with sands. Around 4 plus, went to bathe and i tell you, Siloso beach needs more toilet. We took nearly 3 hours to get out of the toilet.3 hours!We reached harbourfront at 7.50pm ! ( i was late=( .. ) Gosh, never go sentosa on saturdays.Afterwhich, rach,ben and i went off first.The rest had dinner at harbourfront.

At night,i saw Vic and her friend at pasir ris interchange. I was shocked to see her.Gosh, i miss her badly man. How i wish i can have more time in the world. I want to spend more time with my this beloved friend, Victoria. I hardly spend time with her and yet she's is so understanding. Okay, Victoria if you are reading this, I'm sorry.

Sunday.
Went to work.The best part was i was Late for work. i woke up at 8am and my work starts at 9am. I couldnt wake up even though i have one human clock and one alarm clock. Until someone called me, i realised it was 7.55. But you know, i was in a sleepy mood so i went back to sleep.Then came the second call, i jumped out of the bed because it was 8.15 am !I was panicking and rushing till my mum woke up.LOL. She thought there was fire in the house. uh huh, probably she was dreaming about that in her dream.Well, my dad drove me to work so i wasnt exactly late =) Relief. Its Father's Day so my mum bought a cake for my dad. LOL. Small and simple. After eating, went to bed. I was really drained out that i didnt realised i was holding my handphone in my right hand. uh huh.

I want to go shopping but i dont have time =( Sigh. Well, i will wait for this Sunday. Am gonna watch Runaway Vacation. Cant wait =) I cant wait for the surprise that you're going to give me. Most importantly, i cant wait to go shopping. LOL. Okay, i am getting mad now. Guess what, this entry is like the longest entry i've ever blogged. Alright.

SHOUTOUTS :
Mad, Wei, Jiayi, Sharon, Shellen - Take care dudes and term break is gonna come to an end soon. Study hard and i will miss you guys! HUGGS. LOVES.

Tanya, Nic, Sharifah,Mel - When are we going to Nic's house again? Or when are we gonna meet up? Take care and Lets meet up soon , alright. LOVES.

Kwek - Do you know you're being missed by me?

Grumpy - Take care alright and i am glad things turns out to be fine.Be strong and always remember, i am always here when you have no one to turn to. Cheerios ! =)

'Eileen=)

lost

2006-06-14T11:58:00.000+08:00

hey heys!

Finally it is term break but i will have papers after the term break.How to concentrate when i know its term break? everyday i am slacking and all i think its play play play.This isnt me.oh boy, i guess this is a bad sign.

Bad sign? oh yes, bad sign. i cant believe this 'thing' would happen to me.i seriously dont understand why some people like to fool around with my feelings.Right now, i am feeling disappointed and angry. Above all, i just dont want people to keep saying sorry. People used to say "sorry" is the hardest word but not NOW. By saying sorry you'll be forgiven?or your guilt will be lessen? i'm just sick of hearing that word. Whats done is done. And thats the end.Come to think about it, i am so silly and stupid.FUCK!

On a brighter note, i met up with Jiayi on Monday.And Jiayi,i still think you need to brush up on your chinese.I'm sorry babe=) but i know you still love me. LOL.And this babe here gave me chocos and sushi.All thanks to her, i have a craving for sushi=/
Please date me out for sushi, with sharon and weiwei too!
Okay, this thing came across our (Jiayi and me) mind.
-Dont you wanna fall in love again?
-Dont you feel like caring for someone?

But, i love him=)

[edit]
Last Friday went to Nic's house to watch soccer.As usual i was late=) But i know they still love and miss me. LOL.Then i realised Tanya and i got the same hairband from topshop! How stupid can we be.Bought that white hairband for 13 bucks whereas we can buy it for 3 bucks.We felt cheated.Ate crackers and chit-chatted till we fell alseep. I love this day because WE found out something.( get what i mean?) Alright sheeps, meet up soon! LOVES.

Mad,Shellen,Sharon and wei - you guys are being missed by me. Meet up soon please.

Lu Jiayi - Thanks for the fries and hotdogs.Miss you babe.

Vic - I will meet up with you soon. Will call you again and be ready to pick up your call! i'll be a lil busy this whole week but dont worry babe, you're being missed by EILEEN SEAH =)

'Eileen=)

slow to anger, rich in love.

2006-05-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

slow to anger, rich in love.

hey heys!
I'm so happy that i finally got my puma bag!Though some people said it was big or whatsoever,it doesnt really matter to me because i simply love that bag.
Anyways, last thurs was SAC idol. I was actually looking forward to the dinner not the idol.Probably because i was hungry. yeah.
On sat, went to watch x-men, The last stand. i was this close of meeting Tanya in orchard.I watched at Lido while she watched at Cine.So coincidence huh?i was surposed to meet her after her movie but i waited till i fell alseep. it was really late and i've work the next day.So,took a cab home.H. was being nice to me on that day. Massage my hair/head and i must say its really nice and comfortable.- two thumbs up.

okay.About school.
Lol.i cant believe i am mixing with ah mas ( Shida and Lin).Lin is forever bringing the hanky to school while Shida cant breathe properly ( inner joke). Shida and Lin, can you guys please push the door with more force so that i can squeeze through?Lol.

I miss all my friends=( ESP. WEIWEI. Okay, i am looking forward to our date!! yeah.

Lu Jiayi , Sharon, Madeline, WeiWei......
I miss you guys badly=( I miss those days where we would sit down and gossip.Weiwei would whine, Jiayi would bang the table if she's angry and Sharon will be like an 'angel'.Lol. Alright dudes, meet up soon alright? HUGGS.

There are so many things that i wanna do during the holidays.Finally someone is bringing me to the zoo! okay not say i havent been to the zoo before, just that its been a long time since i went.

Alright.Take care dudes.

Love has no beginning or an end.

'Eileen

times like this

2006-05-19T11:33:00.000+08:00

Alright.
i agreed with nic. Sometimes i really wish that i can really express how i feel. Its like not even a word can describe exactly how i feel.
Sometimes i just wish that there's something call, brain wash. (if there's any, please tell me.Lol)
Just wanna erase all those sad moments and keep the happy moments.
Have you ever get that kind of feeling whereby you just wanna lock yourself in your room and blast your music?

Okay.
Now i fully understand what jiayi meant.
Jiayi do you remember what you said to me back in those days?
Whats love?
Now i can answer you.
and the V... ? ( you know what i mean! )
i thought of that but i can bring myself to do that!

Anyway, i wanna thank tanya for pulling me back.Or not,i dont know what would happen to me?Lol. Thanks Tanya.

Its okay if you dont understand what i'm blogging=)
CHEERIOS!

'Eileen

i am happier without you

2006-05-13T01:41:00.000+08:00

hey heys!
Today went ice-skating with my friends!it was really fun though it was crowded.
My friend and i left half way to meet up with our another friend.we shopped till we dropped.For dinner, i ate at sakura. oh,and i learnt a few malay words.it will be useful for scolding people.If you were to ask me what,i cant remember now.Lol.

i'm gonna keep long hair!i'm gonna keep long hair! yes!
Yesterday Sylvia came over to my house.its good to know that there's always someone out there caring for you. Like in the middle of the night when you needed someone, your friend will come over immediately.Thats what friends are for, right?

Okay.
Victoria. we are going to meet up soon!i cant wait. we are gonna _____ till we _____. I still remember how we use to go crazy over OLD CHANG KEE curry puff and the late night calls.Well Vic, i still love the curry puff and i miss the late night calls. Anyway Vic, i will always be here for you just like what you did.take care babe.LOVES.

YOU. Truth hurts. And i really hope you will learn your mistakes.
Nobody is perfect=) get what i mean?

'Eileen

my days

2006-05-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

All of a sudden i am into these few songs , Always -Bon Jovi, From this moment - Shania twain and my baby you -marc anthony.

as i look into your eyes
i see all the reasons why my life's worth a thousand skies
you're the simplest love i've known
and the purest one i'll own
know you'll never be alone

Songs do express how one feels, right?yeah.

anyways, i DROPPED my precious MP3! my heart was aching real mad but i guess no one will ever understand. hah!

'Eileen

yupps

2006-05-01T03:06:00.000+08:00

everything happens for a reason =)

take away my memories

2006-04-28T02:33:00.000+08:00

hey heys.
school was alright.i dont know why, but i am always late for lesson. haha.
anyway, i will make this entry short.

Jiayi, sharon - hope you guys are still hanging there! and jiayi, i am so gonna go your house one day to see your dog. yay!! Sharon, when are you free again? - hint hint

weiwei , mad - you guys are being missed by me! i miss those good times. meet up soon, eh?Loves

Vic - hey babe, its nice going out with you that day. and we're gonna meet up again next week!! yay!!thanks for being there for me=) Loves.

Kwek-t - without you,i really dont know what to do.thanks for the hug today!

J.LERS - HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA! YOU'RE 18 AND I AM 17! haha. okay. hope you really enjoy yourself today! Lisa, thanks for walking me to the bus stop!

nic - hey whatsup!i think now the toilet is our usual place,right? oh nic, i love you. thanks for giving me what i'm missing right now. (inner joke) i love the way we did in the toilet. haha. okay,i was forced to type that. anyways, its good to know that i still have you.And please dont make me jealous again during training.haha.love ya babe.

mr handsome - bring me to a place where i can relax. And you're gonna drive me around,right?dont break your promise!thanks for everything that you had done for me. your listening ears and your shoulders=) cheerios! always remember our fav song, eh? because its all about smiles.haha.

"Eileen,i miss you...."
i was so touched that i teared. Someone sent this message to me, this person is none other than sharifah. i really dont understand why.Whenever i am sad, she seems to know.for the fact that we havent been contacting each other.is this call telepathy? i was really happy to receive her message. sharifah, thanks for that message.it cheers me up! =)

kenneth - i understand.

slam the door and leave me alone.
anybody wants to drink?

'Eileen

understanding

2006-04-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

hey heys.

okay,first of all,i wanna say LU JIAYI ,i miss you.
anyway, thanks for the message in your blog. yes, i'm having headache almost everyday. its kinda normal to you, huh? how i wish you were here to massage my head.that will be wonderful.i miss running with you, friend!! haha. my friend, meet up soon eh?

SHARIFAH, whats with your entry?i wanna kill you!!why you wanna make me so sad?haha.okay. i love the video clip! its so touching.all the sweet memories,eh?all of sudden, everyone misses school. i also miss the courts ( basketball ,tennis and netball ). haha. alright sharifah, miss you.

Weiwei, i miss going home with you.do you remember we always take 17 then 88? haha. then we'll gossip in the bus and talk rubbish.alright babe, you're a great friend. how i wish you're in my school=( but its okay, we can always meet up. hahaha.

sharon, i wanna play badminton! i want to play=( . i didnt get to play on that day.i'm damn sad now! haha. alright. oh ya, you must tell me more about your orientation, okay? haha. love you!

nor, i guess now you love your school huh? so many happenings eh! haha.

vic, i cant wait for this sunday.we're gonna have great fun! right?! i miss you darling! about my timetable, i will tell you on sunday, yeah? anyway, please take care of yourself.Also, drink lots of water.you're being missed by me!

kwek and lydia, thanks for that day! you're being loved by me!! see you around in school aye? haha

i'm feeling sad yet angry.
well,
sorry for being unreasonable at times.
sorry for everything=)

oh, i cant wait to go overseas.i was messaging this friend of mine. he's going to BALI! i also wanna go! haha. oh ya, is it true that nowadays girls cant cook? haha. okay. but at least i know how to cook fried rice.
Nic and i gonna join touch rugby! hahaha. such a COOL sport=)

'Eileen=)

keeping in touch

2006-04-13T11:49:00.000+08:00

hey heys =)

yesterday went to jiayi's house.we were supposed to watch this particular movie BUT sharon came late. all thanks to her, we ended up watching the piglet show or something like that. anyways,Jiayi and i thinks that everyone of us should update our blog often so that we will know you're doing fine with your life( to those who have a blog la.).right? besides we are going to different schools.hah! okay.

at night,had dinner at blk 85. BAH CHOR MEE! yes. we ate that!
oh,i cant wait for friday! -grins.
rushed home to watch my favourite movie, chicago! hey,did anyone miss me when you're watching that movie?haha. i bet you did. i simply love all the songs there.

how i wish i can be like them. haha. look at their hairstyle! cool right?

oh nic, do you remember this song? - when you're good to mama. that queen latifah boops is like huge man. memories huh?

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Vic - you know i always care about you, yea? take care please!

sharon - yx said that your hair is nice. i am so jealous =) haha.

jiayi - thanks for being there for me! =) love ya

kwek t - thats for that call. it means alot to me, yea?that particular friend of mine ought to be smack.right?i know you're always here for me.haha.

sam - please take care of yourself. love ya=)

i am missing you badly =( please come back soon.

'Eileen =)

sweet day

2006-04-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

hey heys.

just to make this entry short, i wont elaborate much about anything, yea?
had our orientation on the 5-7apr. it was pretty boring excluding the last day.rach and tingyu are selected for some dance thing.haha. they are a good dancer,i must say. i mean like within 1 and a 1/2 day, they are able to learn all dance steps,its counted as not bad already.moreover not everyone can learn within such a short period.

today i went to work.its really fun. after work,went to eat dinner with my friends. we had a real good time together,crapping and all. is my laughter that contagious?my friend who is sitted quite far from us messaged me saying that my laughter could be heard from their table.this is ultra embarrassing=) afterwhich,i went home.

sharon, mad, wei, jy ,shellen - meet up soon please. missing you badly=( ESP. LU JIAYI. I love you! =)

nor - you beng beng. haha.meet up soon yea?? i miss your ___.

J.LERS - school is about to start. keep in touch soon, yea?

i was thinking about something on the way home.
does messages makes you happy,sometimes? haha=)

'Eileen=)

the past and the present.

2006-03-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

Do you ever wonder if you're real.
Maybe you're dreaming about someone.Maybe that someone dreaming about you.
Maybe you both only exist in each other's dreams and every morning when you both wake up, you both forget all about each other.

what if the time stops, what will you do?
amend all the wrongs that you've done?

this is random entry,i know.

suddenly i'm feeling very stony.
blame it on the sappy songs that i'm hearing and the weather.
alright.

'Eileen =)

dream

2006-03-24T02:16:00.000+08:00

today i went into a house. Rather,a very big house.
when i stepped inside the house,i felt like a princess.
the house was nicely decorated and the layout was fabulous.
And so,i spent hours exploring his house.
There came this dining table,filled with lots of food. yummy!
well,i cant resist the temptation and so i started without him.
Out of the blue,he presented me a bouquet of flowers and each petals, it wrote " i love you".
my heart was melting then.
i've never receive such things before and so, i accepted the bouquet of flowers.

Then i realised it was just a dream. a dream,indeed. my heart sank.
No bouquet of flowers ( even though i hate flowers ), no food ( why? i want food! ) and no guy.
okay,i'm dreaming!!
so anyway, i was hoping and praying that it was real la.
Then i woke up, staring at my television,thinking back about my dream.it seems so near but yet so far. alright. enough of my dream! arghs.that will never happen! hahaha.

i am craving for food right now.
uh huh.
i'm being ____ again. okay. haha=)
and i saw mrs tay.haha.

byebye.

'Eileen =)

boring and tired

2006-03-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

hello hello.

this whole week i'm pretty tired,exhausted. thanks to the sun, talking non-stop for 10 hours, people complaining and whatsoever.the worst part is that i have to wake up at 7am ?practically everyday i have to force myself out of my precious bed.now i am really lacking of sleep and rest.the sun itself had already drain out all my energy.i'm just simply worn out la.onthe brighter side, i'm quite thankful that i got no ulcer for the past few days or not it will be ultra difficult for me to communicate with the people.okay, seriously now i hate techno! everytime got the "table" song. haha. reminds me of nor.okay. fri,sat and sun are gonna be my resting day!!!

okay.
today bought mini blackforest and durian cake from emicakes for this lil-pig girl. she grumbles when there's no food for her.hurhur.okay.im glad that you actually like the durian cake thing.i thought it would be awful =) after which, met up with my darlings. the dinner was great! two thumbs up! haha.

alright.

byebye.

'Eileen=)

with love

2006-03-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

hey heys!
today went to simpang bedok to eat. Lol. then bought pears home.see!! i'm healthy.
okay.
few days back, i think its a tuesday. Jiayi, sharon, nor, sharifah, mel chan, ying xi and i went to simpang bedok. after which,we went to play at the playground. it was super duper ultra fun. haha. oh, never ever go out with them. yingxi and i waited for them for 45 mins? and then guess where they were? playground. yx found out herself. ahh, thanks ah. it was all nor's idea.hmm. i am so gonna get you one day.idiot!

okay.
i'm happy
you're happy

bye bye.

'Eileen=)

trusting a friend?

2006-02-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

hey heys!

yesterday went out with sylvia.as usual,she was late.we were late for our lesson,but its okay because we havent been attending lessons.blame it on our laziness.so anyway, the songs that they chose was fantastic.two thumbs up. afterwhich, we went to macs.then headed off to syl's house.we were watching some music videos but i was too exhausted that within 3 mins, my eyes was shut.syl kept waking me up but you know,i'm a pig.eat and sleep,eat and sleep is my daily routine. hah. so with much reluctance,i woke up. had dinner at tampines with syl and boot.so yea, we had a girls talk.

today,i went to work. the sun was super duper ultra strong that i became tanned. hah. shant elaborate much about my work.anyways, i saw sharon, ben and mel wee. the most unexpected people that i would see while i'm working.chit-chatted with them and i ate their food. haha. then the most hilarious part was that, my working friend thought that someone came to disturb me.
" eh eileen, just now those 2 girls is it finding trouble?did they do anything to you?"
" huh? what trouble? "
" they kept talking to you and all. so is it hard to handle them? what did they say? "

i died laughing after that. he mistook sharon and ben as " hard-to-deal" people. haha.
okay, back to the story.
"wahh, they're your friends? come come, introduce them to me! "
then he kept eyeing on sharon. haha.
sharon, its a good news for you!dont you think? haha. see,some guy wants you =)

anyway,i'm very disappointed about this friend of mine. to think that i trusted you so much! can't you just treasure the trust? oh well, what can i say.bloodie bitch. =)

okay.
off to my lala land now.

'Eileen

a happy day

2006-02-23T02:50:00.000+08:00

hey heys.
i am suddenly into this song "all by myself".
Weiwei,sharon,mad and everyone esle are irritated by me. oh man.ESP. ade=)
they stopped me from singing that song,and of cause i know the reason.Lol.
oh ADE, i managed to hug you! yes, i did it! so happy =) LOL
oh yea,took lots of pictures on that very special day. WEIWEI's BIRTHDAY!!=)
WEIWEI - did ya enjoy?

Anyway,have you guys eaten rice? erm,in fact i would call it STICKY PORRIDGE rice NOT rice. HAH. i tasted it man! TAN YINGXI cooked it. Can you imagine?she was surposed to cook RICE,but it turns out to be 'RICE'. Get what i mean?i had to force down my throat when i was eating that. gosh,thats the worst rice i've eaten but this smart alec thinks its rather nice.uh huh.

alright.
i am going to....
bye bye =)

v'day

2006-02-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

reality hits me

Eileen is ecstatic.
Eileen needs rest.
Eileen needs a mask.
Eileen needs a knive.
Eileen is euphoric.
Eileen went shopping today.
Eileen wants chocos =)
Eileen wants chocos=)
Eileen wants CHOCOS! =)
i want chocos cos i am craving for it now.

My first love
You're every breath that i take
You're every step i make
And I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do
And your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Oh, yes you will always be
My endless love
yeah. Thanks for everything,my love.=)

Bye bye.

decisions.

2006-02-11T19:20:00.000+08:00

Alright.Results back =)
Fear sets in.
Uncertainty.
Am i prepared?

Anyways,
grumpy : sorry =)
Wei,sharon : hey dudes, wanna talk to you guys NOW! yea.
Sam : we're always here.

YINGXI ah,
you bum. thanks for yesterday=) i needed a hug,badly.

'Eileen

exhausted

2006-02-06T02:02:00.000+08:00

hey heys.

had our class gathering on sat. it was fantastic,great,nice.. blah blah blah.
i'm tired! yes, TIRED.i need to sleep. suddenly,i dont have the working mood. just feel like slacking around and everything. Arghs. dont you guys have this feeling now?

exhausted.

On a BRIGHTER note, that BUM brought me to ding tai fong to eat. i am getting fatter each day because this BUM keeps bringing me to new places to eat GOOD food. Alright babe, you're the BEST! [ in chinese ] Lol. Anyway, went to church this evening. Gosh, this bum just wants to talk OUT LOUD during mass. so embarrassing! her voice is like THUNDERGOD!! oh, we were caught in the rain. =) Lol. This silly girl cracks me up real mad for the past few months. oh,when will you buy potato chips for me? i've craving for it.nonono. rather depriving for it. Alright babe, Love you! =)

exhausted.