Wednesday, April 11, 2007
For the past few days, it wasnt my best days nor happy days.
Expected it to happen but not that soon.
Seeing him on bed, suffering in pain because of all the needles poking thru, it really makes my heart aches.
Then came the news, he passed away.
Saw him for the last time.
Some things really puzzled me a lot, a lot.
Why do people feel remorseful when the person has already died?
Why do people blame themselves for not showing more love when the person
was alive?
I mean its really pointless. He's already gone and theres nothing we humans can do.
I always believe that, we humans come to earth will surely go to heaven, someday.
Well, Good friday was the day that God took him away.
Yes, memories will definitely run thru' my mind.
All the good and bad times. He's one gentle, loving and faithful man, i must say. When he was alive, He never ever raise his voice at any of us and he always buy our favourite sweets when we come to visit him.
His gentle smile on his face, i will always remember.
He taught many of us what determination and perseverance are.
Well,
now what i can see is nothing but memories of him in my mind.
I know its an end for him in this earth, but its only a new beginning for him in heaven.
This man is none other than my grandfather.Okay, dont feel like continuing before i start tearing.
Anyhow, thanks for all those messages, it kinda help me smile.
Weiwei, Jiayi and all.
Sylvia and all.
And many many more,
thanks =)
'Eileen
__Let's get tipsy ;__
7:02 PM