Sunday, March 27, 2005
hey heys.
hmm..
today went to boot's house. then after that went out with my friends. or rather my childhood friends. havent seen them for 2 years? or even more than that. eh well. it turns out to be alright. but its hard to believe that some of them actually are leading a hard life. i was just speechles. i'm sure syl and me were practically shocked by whats going on in their life. Never did i expect that THINGS would turn out this way. it just seems as though like some TV serials that we usually watch. seriously, some of them has changed their attitude and behaviour. or maybe the way they carry themselves. well, initially i thought if something HAPPEN, the sister should take care of the younger ones. but well,it didnt turn out that way. was actually kinda.. disappointed. at that point of time, i just feel like.... numb? i dont know. i was seriously overwhelmed by what they say. their friends company, attitude, behaviour... [ sigh ]..However, at least, some didnt change. but they are leading a...sad life? arghs. it takes some time for me to digest.its rather hard to believe. Some things people should just cherish whats in front of us. People tend to lose some one without even realising it. it actually hurts to see my friends suffering and putting on a smile each day,and forgetting the past. People struggle with things to get to where they are. -sighhmm.. maybe people shouldnt hold grudges.and just forgive and forget? and maybe a lil understanding from each of us can actually make one life easier. alright. i'm tired. TIRED. i wanna sleep now. LolsNothing leads to happy ending.and it only exist in fairy tales.'E i l e e n ; O n e L a s t C r y
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