Thursday, January 20, 2005
hello wellos.
finally is the
last day of the week though tmr is a fri but its a holiday!!yeah man! this week has been a..tedious week.i guess.hmm..stress about almost everything.seriously speaking,i guess the project is taking up much of my time and i am feeling
damn guilty that i'm not studying.what a joke huh?i've never seen myself studying till late night just to catch up on everything.and i really mean it.heh.headache man. what to do..tell me!!! Lols. on the other hand,i think half of the class knows about it.*shant say*
on the other hand,whats bothering me is that...whats with the CHOMPS!!??gosh..its freaking me out.the only survivor has now became part of us.oh damn.save us man!hah. honestly speaking, what makes us to feel like that? feeling so f*ck up pls. but anyway, just feel like banging myself against the wall. Lols. *tanya does that*
The Chomps--> hey y u people dont let me play along with it??haha..i think its fun.but i dont know y u people are thinking this way. dont u think is fun? but no matter what,i' m sure u guys know that i have my own
LIMITS.yeah. and i'm sorry for making u guys freak out sometimes,yeah?* being indecisive*and
NIC..gosh i'm
missing u so much pls.haha.u r always MIA-ing!
TANYA!!!...Lols.stop telling people abou the story pls!!!its damn embarrasing.take are peeps!!
Lisa.. do take care of ur..throat and i really hope u're feeling..better?heh.
SAM... our song!!and our table plan!!haha..rmb?
Jo, Sharifah--> hey i'm really really sorry about today.yeah.and i didnt cry cos of that.yar yar.i'm serious. but is just that sometimes i dont get what people are thinking.
they just got me
in circles.and yar,
trapped in the circle,i surpose. i'm surpose to avoid ,but i know i cant.and yet i still wanna avoid.haha.. what a joke. but no worries, i just wanna be who i m. and let me tell u.
believe what u feel inside and follow ur heart. cos at the end of the day, u will feel happy?!.yeah man. so yar.and sharifah,is no point of u hoping for each day to turn out a better day.have more courage,dear! and jo, you too. no use hoping and holding on when things are actually going ur way,yeah?love u guys!*muacks*
-->theres no way that i can forget YOU cos no matter what theres always footprints that are left behind. and i tend to remember those happiest moment. living in your shadow knowing i cant do anything, its not gonna help. but what i can do now,is just wait.and just hope for the best and whatever the outcome is,i hope u're still happy. =)
'Eileen missing YOU!!
__Let's get tipsy ;__
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